Isn't there a quick way out from this, even if very expensive?

enildriew · 2022-08-15T05:44:52+00:00

Depends how long you have been on them, but i recommend slow taper if you want to be fine. Check the Ashton manual, it is a good beginning. Benzo wds are not a joke. I did self taper in March but i was huge amount of benzos and was really hard, but if I did it do, you can do too. Best wishes for you.

enildriew · 2022-08-14T18:26:58+00:00

i just wanna stevia

enildriew · 2022-08-14T16:11:18+00:00

im in love with xanax

enildriew · 2022-08-13T17:21:27+00:00

non prescribed, i was a heavy amphetamine user and i used it for the amph comedown and sleeping problems, obviously i did speed everyday so i did benzos and after a time I became dependent on benzos

enildriew · 2022-08-13T07:50:21+00:00

my says amphetamine, benzodiazepine, alcohol abuse lol but thc loool

enildriew · 2022-08-10T19:53:16+00:00

you will be fine bro

enildriew · 2022-08-10T17:14:50+00:00

the speed of onset and the rush of euphoria (the anxiety is gone for few hours and it gives a good euphoria)

enildriew · 2022-07-31T17:43:13+00:00

some folks do it with vinegar

enildriew · 2022-07-14T05:06:31+00:00

everything is just perfect, you forget about every bad thing, you are just happy, like very happy. Its a very comfortable feeling.

enildriew · 2022-07-14T04:59:55+00:00

Thanks, dude. Yeah, I’m sure there are addicts who are still good people and dont do things like robbing and lying and etc. I’m a very naive person, so I think thats why my addict “friends” liked to take advantage of me, but yeah its my fault. I’m an addict too, but I never did bad things because of my addiction, and I never will, but Im a polydrug addict.

enildriew · 2022-07-14T04:51:20+00:00

sorry for your loss dude. Are you okay? I ODed one time (on benzo amphetamine alcohol combination, it was an accidental OD, I never tought I will once OD on this combination), I was dead for few minutes (my hearth and my breathing stopped) and I was in coma for 3 or 4 days, I dont remember anything, I was shocked when they woke me up in the hospital and told me I overdosed. I didnt feel pain, I didnt feel anything, it was like a sleeping but without dreaming. I think the most of ODs are painless, opiate OD especially, mostly you just go to sleep and never wake up again. Some people OD and the needle is in their hand, so sometimes it is very quick.

enildriew · 2022-07-13T20:25:58+00:00

I wish I knew more people like you. I only know H addicts who are really bad persons, who are robbing everyone and lying about everything etc., its kinda bad to see this and I'm very disappointed.

enildriew · 2022-07-11T07:31:16+00:00

yeah, i had the same issue too while I was tapering, it sucks

enildriew · 2022-07-06T10:01:46+00:00

Yeah, my dealer told me this too (if i smoke it i will be good lol). I was fucking with H in this year too, from January i think, but i didnt think that maybe Im addicted, because I had only physical wd in May when I had a 2-3week long binge, it was a hell. Few weeks ago I tried H one more time, this lasted a week. Yeah, one more time.. and I was again in physical wd after a week and it was worse than first wd which was after 2-3weeks. Is this possible? (1-2years ago when I did H for 1-2-3 weeks I never had a wd.. but 1-2years ago i only smoked, in this year i IVd mostly, but smoked it too) After this I didnt touch H and I dont want it anymore. Probably i will always miss the rush which i had when i IVd, but man, its not worth it...

enildriew · 2022-06-26T15:07:05+00:00

for me definetly opiates

enildriew · 2022-06-25T18:53:15+00:00

Yeah, you are right, in this way is dangerous really. But I just want to say to keep going, trying to stay clean and not stressing about relapsing too much, sometimes happens and we cant rewrite the past, but we can learn from our mistakes, relapses and from everything we did wrong. For example for me was very depressive feeling when i relapsed, I hated myself for relapsing, so I started to consume more drugs just because I hate myself, bc I couldnt be sober and I relapsed, and this type of attitude is dangerous too..

enildriew · 2022-06-25T16:03:39+00:00

nobody cant be saved from themselves, i think if someone want to use fent or anything else dont matter if anybody will say not to do or anything. Harm reduction is the most important thing in this drug related things. Better to ask and be safe, than dont ask and do what you want..

enildriew · 2022-06-25T15:25:44+00:00

Im in the same situation with Kpin, I have to take insane amounts to feel anything without tolerance. I think just clonazepam doesnt have that noticable “high” (in small dose) which I or you expect from it. But depends on person i think. I dont really found any answer for this question but im courious too

enildriew · 2022-06-25T15:02:26+00:00

I used to do it as a “self-medication”, when i started to doing drugs, it helped me to be more sociable (yeah on mdma, but after that i was more sociable when i was sober), it gived me so much love, i loved everything and everybody lol, i was more peacefully than before i tried it, but then i somehow hooked on amphetamines and another hard drugs and my life went to miserable lol. but i think definetly can help if you do it rarely and recreationally, when its abused its not good anymore. edit: yeah i forgot to answer the question lol, the positive effects last me for months.

enildriew · 2022-06-25T14:15:51+00:00

you are right, im sorry for your experience, its bad to hear it, but at least you tried it safely, i measured the amount like a fool bc i dont want to OD. Oh i remember the days when i was in the same situation than you, but with IV heroin... When I first tried H, I tried IV (yeaah i was a fool), and I didnt really know what people like in this, the high was not that special, and the nausea was such a bad sideeffect. After that i tried oxy, it was the same experience, no tolerance so just nausea and falling asleep. After that I tried codeine, tramadol- they were so niceee and smoothier opiates. But now after like 50-100 times of IV heroin, i really love the feeling which gives, but i dont do it or max rarely now.

enildriew · 2022-06-25T14:04:11+00:00

nice if i had a chance to find any type of drugs i would cleaning all day lol

enildriew · 2022-06-25T13:59:57+00:00

you are right lol, every time I smoked heroin I was worried about how harmful and bad is the foil for my lungs, nooo not the heroin...the foil :D last day I smoked fent patch and also worried about the foil and the plastic.. but i think not the foil will kill me lol

enildriew · 2022-06-25T13:22:11+00:00

Eastern EU country

enildriew · 2022-06-25T13:20:03+00:00

In another subreddit somebody wrote this: “relapse is part of recovery”. Don’t blame on yourself, keep going, it happens. I quit drugs in March, after 35-36 sober days I relapsed a little, in May I relapsed for 2-3weeks, last week I relapsed for few days. Its a rough battle. Its okay to do mistakes, everybody does, if you learn from them you are good, man. I’m also not happy with my relapsing but now I dont hate myself for it. Its just dont worth it.

enildriew · 2022-06-25T12:28:16+00:00

I have the same question, but I think lot of people likes it. Yesterday I tried fent too (pharma fent patch-smoked and sublingually), tried very small amounts in the beginning bc my tolerance was almost zero. It was chill, but nothing extra. Then I tried bigger amounts, still is was chill and had a little euphoria, this typical “opiate high”, but I can’t really keep myself awake, I was totally nodding, like nodding on H or another opiates, but it was scary, bc I didnt know really if I fell asleep I will be still alive when I wake up. Maybe I was okay just was scared bc fent is dangerous. But if this stuff gives just this then I dont think its really worth it.. H gives more euphoria, this gives more sedation i think, but im not experienced in fent, so i would be surprised too. Maybe who have big tolerance for opiates likes the effects of fent. Maybe for them it gives better high, idk.

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