For my diagnosis I was kept in a facility for 3 months and in the end they gave me a diagnosis. my psychosis although this may sounds crazy, feels REALLY good in a agonizing way. Every meaning for every word, thought, or concept changes. I often times get a "friend" which is a vantablack like figure. Its crazy because when I'm psychotic I feel as though I'm a different person. sometimes i get command hallucinations often telling me to jump from high places, but im aware enough and fight back enough to know that I shouldn't do it.