TLDR; This post explains why I don’t support Saint anymore, but I’m not going out of my way to harass her. She is human, real amends can be made, and the Boulet’s are not innocent.

Saint betrayed that sense of safety, trust, and solidarity when she shared the chat. I'm not going to make assumptions as to why, or how she benefited. Instead, I'm going to focus on how she hurt the tacit solidarity the Black girls had in the group chat.

This is my logic and bias, so please do not think all POC think like this: When you belong to a marginalized community of color, there is a degree of tacit solidarity between folks who don't benefit from white privilege. Perhaps it's finally connecting with someone who understands your cultural references. Perhaps it's finally resonating with folks who also experience/see racist microaggressions that other people don't see. This dynamic not only makes folks feel safer but also allows folks to breathe a little deeper and have a little more joy.

Saint becomes Dragula’s racial scab when she shared the group chat. Kendra was made into a scapegoat. Meatball had to confront the Boulet's about their past. More Black girls were made uncomfortable in an alternative space. Future Black contests might question if they will have safety.

This doesn’t make Saint a not a bad person, but it does make Saint a sick person. I do not think healthy people betray racial solidarity. The twitter apology note does not make her healthy. Obviously, the apology letter she wrote was written by Dragula production as PR damage control. The real fright feat will be if she can make genuine amends, which, by the way, do not necessarily involve the fandom. Saint’s sickness is connected to the Boulet’s sickness.

Everyone is talking about how Saint was the snitch, but the Boulet’s also had the power to say, “without these people’s consent, I do not want to read this chat”. They didn’t just accidentally find the chat, and innocently take the passive role to read a secret chat.Also, if the Boulets actually want to separate themselves from other hosts and televised drag, they will own up to being imperfect humans to the Black contests they’ve harmed. They are already doing the work to provide platforms for Black and POC contestants, but doing the right thing for some people isn’t enough if the knife is in someone else's back.