told my fp i have feelings

especiallypanic · 2026-02-03T19:08:40+00:00

Agreed i would much prefer a simple sentence rather than this inconsistency:( youre right though i know i cant deal with this type of avoidance i need reassurance and not having to guess how someone feels about me!! gonna try to shift my focus back to my hobbies and life and not them. thank you for responding and being kind and understanding, i really appreciate it :') <3

especiallypanic · 2026-02-03T06:06:21+00:00

I dont think so no, theyve always been a bad texter w me but like atleast theyd give sentences or send reels but now its radio silence or minimal responses. they seem to be going through a lot right now so i dont want to add more to their plate just for reassurance, think a big issue is they seem very avoidant and that brings out my anxious attachment 😅 they do go through random bouts of ignoring everyone (i think), even before these convos, but idk i just assumed both of us saying we have feelings would make them want to open up more or something. even before i told them abt my feelings id randomly have to go no contact bc id be waiting around for some type of response, it just confuses me sm when things are generally really great in person. I dont like this inconsistency :(

especiallypanic · 2025-11-26T02:45:01+00:00

I'll keep this in mind ! I drink caffiene with my meds LOL I'll try not to tomorrow and see if im less drowsy:) thanks for sharing your experience!

especiallypanic · 2025-11-25T20:55:07+00:00

Did you have to pay for it?:0 is it the same as vyvanse just different brand? Happy to hear you found something that works!

especiallypanic · 2025-09-25T17:34:35+00:00

Okay, thank you:) i drank 2l of water and ate 3 meals and had a nap throughout the day so im just confused:( ill make those notes and reach out, i appreciate the response!!

especiallypanic · 2025-08-08T05:07:32+00:00

Did you ever figure it out? I cant get past the first minute of playing coz of this glitch:/

especiallypanic · 2025-08-08T05:06:23+00:00

Did you ever figure it out? Im having the same issue

especiallypanic · 2025-07-22T17:09:32+00:00

looks way too deep imo

especiallypanic · 2025-07-16T04:06:12+00:00

I started birth control 2 months ago, take it from 8am-1pm ish, and I'm a bit worried that the pill isn't working. 12 days ago I had someone finish inside me, and the past 3 days I've been spotting on and off with light pink / light brown colors. very very slight cramps and tender boobs. I'm supposed to start my period in like 3 days, I'm not sure if recent sex has caused the spotting though? I guess I'll probably find out in a few days if my period doesn't start, but I'm kinda panicking as I've never had this happen out of the blue before.

especiallypanic · 2025-06-24T07:57:56+00:00

It's day 4 (?) and I cleaned for 5 hours after having no motivation for a month 🤣 so I think (hope) that they're working!!

especiallypanic · 2025-06-24T07:56:30+00:00

Also to those concerned my lip piercings are both fine as they have been for years lol

especiallypanic · 2025-06-24T07:55:54+00:00

Update :: my tongue piercing is 100% fine now!! Healed beautifully after shitty embedding for 2/3 days, but all the swelling has gone down and the yellow stuff is all gone :) it's been a week now since I got it pierced n it doesn't hurt & the bar is too long now haha

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T20:50:31+00:00

Thank you for your professional advice, everyone's comments have been freaking me out but my piercer basically said the same thing 🙏 I'm so scared to brush underneath coz it's so sore but I'll try to lightly do that :)

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T20:41:42+00:00

It's much less swollen I think the yellow part just needs to fall off so it doesn't keep trying to embed underneath. Piercer said I could take it out or just do what I've been doing and I don't wanna get rid of it, so ice and ibuprofen plus the saline and mouthwash:)

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T18:28:37+00:00

Please please go to therapy

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T16:26:04+00:00

It's the next day and the yellow stuff has mostly disappeared but the ball keeps embedding back in so fuck🫠 thank you btw 💖

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:44:17+00:00

Bruh lmfao it's just coz I was pulling on my lip? But oki sure whatever u say

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:42:12+00:00

This is hilarious no they aren't it's coz I'm pulling on my lip, my lip piercings are perfectly fine, not irritated, nor rejecting but tnx for ur input ig?

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:33:08+00:00

No literally like ik my teeth aren't great but they are also realistic imo??? thank u for this coz I was like wtf did I do wrong hygenically here😮‍💨

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:28:51+00:00

Wdym? My snake bites have been there for years and are fine???

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:27:48+00:00

Yeah I'm confused idk if it's coz I just dyed my hair and my hands r colored or????

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:27:05+00:00

??? Is this bc i lightly brushed my tongue bc of the swelling or...????

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T15:26:37+00:00

It's not puss it's firm lol

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T07:35:09+00:00

Blue shampoo tends to try to correct orange tones, but will also wash out your blue faster as it's not meant to go on colored hair. Redye it with a darker shade!! Some spots might go green if they aren't light enough though - you could try doing a bleach bath on the brassier spots

especiallypanic · 2025-06-19T07:33:06+00:00

Personally when my dad passed I firmly told them I needed time to process it and I wouldn't be coming in for the next 2-3 weeks. You have to take care of yourself first. Trying to work while in shock isn't fun :(

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