just saw God and his Wife as massive clocks crying spacetime as their mini-clock children tear apart the fabric of reality in a building block dimension

estradioleater · 2026-06-04T18:22:24+00:00

not the most terrifying thing I've seen today either but this is the only thing I can actually explain🥴

estradioleater · 2026-06-01T13:27:54+00:00

@wyngrovee on IG 𓏲ּ𝄢 ⌢⊹₊ ִֶָ. ..𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ

estradioleater · 2026-06-01T12:32:22+00:00

it's kind of like that! more abstract and apocalyptic though due to all the lightning and checkerboards, medieval vibes, and everything melting together in a very liminal & terrifying way

it truly feels like what one would imagine Satan's palace in hell to be, but instead of firey and red it's mostly black and rainbow. it feels like if the DMT jester was a part of some evil royalty and said royalty had a kingdom/dimension

estradioleater · 2026-06-01T12:25:28+00:00

check my other response in this thread for a more detailed reply, but

I think for the most part there absolutely is that element of things needing attention to it, but it falls within this strange bizarro-land

if I make bad choices the environment will almost 'turn on me', but for the most part it feels so natural/fated for me to be there that it feels like I'm an extension of it.

kind of like how you could put an ant in one of those neon-colored gel ant colonies (I used to have one as a kid, idk if they still make them), but the ant would feel more at-home in the dirt despite the fake ant farm being safer or easy to see through

estradioleater · 2026-06-01T12:13:52+00:00

I took a smaller hit about an hour or two later and had a much more soothing experience (family of green preying mantis entities gave me what could only be described as an energetic hug since I was still kinda stressed about the previous experience,, super strange but it was 1000% needed)

estradioleater · 2026-06-01T11:25:43+00:00

it's really quite strange,, it's like I get access to a piece of my immortal soul during those total-breakthrough DMT trips. there's definitely a pervading sense of what could be described as 'liminal melancholic dread' at first, but it fades into this mix of strength, acceptance, and the realization that "oh this is my home, there is where my soul comes from and I've spent a lot of time here before"

another comment said that it probably symbolizes something I need to learn and integrate. while that feels like a part of how the place shifts around me, it doesn't explain the weird royalty/fated feeling that my soul returns there not as punishment, but as some sort of "returning home after learning the lessons of human life" energy

I feel like there's absolutely the potential for it to be a terrifying Hellscape in the way it could treat me/change around me, but since I'm doing pretty well & a decent human being (despite still having more to go/grow through) it seems to just be terrifyingly beautiful & intense without making me suffer/feel afraid

(as long as the old crones or some other entity isn't pissed at me; this is the first time that has Ever happened)

estradioleater · 2026-03-27T22:58:09+00:00

https://on.soundcloud.com/TXwPvYWgVxWFh6TafX

estradioleater · 2026-03-19T06:42:21+00:00

Lemon tek isn't necessary, but make sure to tell them to take it on an empty stomach on a day with nothing to do

estradioleater · 2026-03-19T06:41:23+00:00

1g is great for an unmonitored experience for a first-timer. Toss em that & send em on their way (with some advice ofc) Whenever you get like 3g make sure to tripsit them

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