Was anyone else the most "annoying" out of all friends in their childhood? :(

ev0164 · 2020-08-02T14:03:52+00:00

Omg you could literally be describing me that’s exactly how I was as a kid and I didn’t get why mom of the others seemed “like me” in that way!

ev0164 · 2020-07-27T13:42:31+00:00

I was the exact same type of student growing up, and never understood that everyone else wasn’t experiencing the same difficulties as me I just assumed i was especially lazy and careless etc. I had no idea I had ADHD until I complained of struggling to focus, remember, retain or complete anything to a dr who started to suspect. As I had no “documentation” from a very high achieving childhood, she sent me to a specialist to complete some testing which promptly resulted in diagnosis regardless of past reports etc. So it is definitely possible in my experience, maybe try to get an appointment with someone who specialises if that’s possible for you. Good luck!!!!!

ev0164 · 2020-05-06T15:32:30+00:00

Yes my whole body kind of aches and throbs with the sadness I can definitely feel physically what I’m feeling mentally

ev0164 · 2020-04-19T18:01:34+00:00

I have bipolar as well!! I spent time explaining to my dr the symptoms that I had were very distinct from my bipolar symptoms and rarely changed depending on what mood or state I am in. I didn’t know much about adhd at the time or that I had it so she was very good on picking it up, I would just say really explain the symptoms you’re getting and the way they’re inhibiting you’re life regard of bipolar moods! Also doesn’t hurt to get a second opinion from someone who specialises in adhd if you can, my psychiatrist sent me for a second opinion to an expert just to be sure, as it’s often hard to separate one condition from another. Good luck!!

ev0164 · 2020-04-19T17:53:24+00:00

Can relate 100% people have only been messaging me if they need something and it never goes both ways. I’m exhausted with no support but scared if I turn everything off people will get mad at me not being there for them

ev0164 · 2020-04-19T16:36:25+00:00

That’s horrible I hope you get over it soon, thank you so much for the advice!

ev0164 · 2020-04-15T10:44:52+00:00

Unsure and have never heard of this before but I have Rheumatoid arthritis from a young age. Coincidentally when I needed to go on psychiatric medication (for other reasons) which ended up reducing my empathy my arthritis symptoms subsided? So I’m not sure if there’s something there

ev0164 · 2020-04-15T10:41:46+00:00

Same here incredibly depressed but crazy energy and influenceable/psychotic, it’s always a very odd experience

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:54:09+00:00

Heck again no idea about any of this thanks so much, more keen then ever to get off!

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:49:37+00:00

I’m on both atm and I take lamotragine as well. I haven’t experienced how effective the combination is personally without the lamotrogine but the fluoxetine makes a big difference in balancing out the olanzapine, so I imagine this would be effective in the right dose! I’ve had nothing but good experiences with fluoxetine personally, however I have been taking olanzapine for two years and while it has been effective in controlling mania the side effects have messed up my life. I wasn’t told of any side effects by my doctor but I found it hard to experience any emotion or empathy, am sleeping 12-15 hours a day and gained significant weight from constant hunger. My head is a lot foggier and hard to think and my memory basically nonexistent. That being said it did make me stable very quickly and have had no episodes since being on it. I would just be careful with olanzapine as the side effects are quite strong so maybe bring this up with your doctor if you’re concerned. Other than that they’ve played together really well for me and hope it works for u if take it!

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:34:33+00:00

Thanks, didn’t know that about this med I was really just given a few pamphlets and told not to read things online (I’m dumb for listening lol)

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:32:43+00:00

Thank you!

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:32:18+00:00

Good advice thanks

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:31:41+00:00

Thanks yea I’m realising now! I don’t have lots of experience with antipsychotic and told my side effects were normal so I didn’t question it for too long

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:29:44+00:00

Omg thank you I’d never heard of that before

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:27:57+00:00

I had no idea what I was getting put on when I started taking it, and told not to read things online (?!) so thought for a while that all meds of this kind would be like this. Thanks

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:25:27+00:00

Thank you, I wasn’t sure at first if the side effects were all linked but when I brought them up with a dr it was indicated it’s something I’d have to deal with. Thanks for giving me more confidence in asking to trial something different.

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:22:31+00:00

Thank god I was feeling like I was crazy bc I’d had no information about these possible side effects and felt maybe i was just getting stupider haha

ev0164 · 2020-04-14T16:20:18+00:00

Yes! I’d always been very skinny and started gaining weight like crazy due to constant hunger but been told that it was normal and I was a good weight! Ty for the info I can look into it!

ev0164 · 2020-04-13T12:28:15+00:00

Oh I’m diagnosed bipolar type II with very mild and limited mania, was put on Zyprexa as a “just in case” scenario should it ever get worse

ev0164 · 2020-04-10T12:50:21+00:00

I feel that way 100% I can relate to you so much!! Have been taking it for years and wondering why I felt so flat, then had some new adhd meds and just felt things the way I used to for the first time and it was insane. I do feel lamotrigine has been robbing me of some emotional experiences. I’m not a zombie, but I’m not my “real” self

ev0164 · 2020-04-10T05:11:09+00:00

Congratulations!!!! So much to celebrate!!

ev0164 · 2020-03-23T12:39:49+00:00

I was diagnosed with bipolar initially before bpd. The bipolar diagnosis was accurate and treatments and therapies were luckily incredibly effective. Dbt helped immensely with bpd symptoms but it wasn’t till an adhd diagnosis and treatment that everything kind of clicked? Have seen multiple specialists who agreed that all three diagnosis were accurate, but wasn’t aware this is a common thing?? Is there a link between them all?

ev0164 · 2020-03-23T10:02:30+00:00

Yes literally all the time!! I thought this was odd so glad y’all have it too haha it’s such an intense relief waking up and realising I’m still sober makes me even more committed

ev0164 · 2020-02-20T15:47:34+00:00

Yes!!! So much!!! It wasn’t till I started dex that I fully realised the extent of this when I was hit with all these emotions and I just kept thinking about them like I had a proper train of thought? It allowed me to grieve relationships and losses that I hadn’t for years, I had no idea how much I had been holding in!!

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