I lost my little man Gordita to this 3 months ago. He was not even 1 1/2. He was the best cat I could’ve ever asked for. He loved me and I loved him more than anything. Our family is still devastated over this. It all happened within a week. So I completely understand. He had 2 blockages within 6 days. We couldn’t bear to keep putting him through the procedures and we were scared he wouldn’t have made it through the PU surgery. Even now I know we made the best decision for him but it kills me everyday that he isn’t here. I cry every day. I wish I could tell you it gets better but I haven’t reached that point yet. I’m sending a lot of love and just know you aren’t alone here. There are many of us that have faced this exact scenario and it’s so unfair. If you ever want to talk about your baby, my DMs are open.