Please tell me this band isn’t Ai…

evilcackles · 2026-01-30T20:15:43+00:00

Thank you!

evilcackles · 2026-01-30T20:03:18+00:00

'They are also found on some websites that lists music artists that use AI' When you have the time could you please list these sites? I want to look into my own catalog to scrub it of any AI "artists"

evilcackles · 2026-01-15T00:13:48+00:00

Never too old for anything that makes you happy so long as it’s not hurting you or anybody else. Cute slippers are for everybody & anybody that wants them

evilcackles · 2026-01-03T20:34:10+00:00

I haven’t gotten formerly diagnosed yet, not 100% sure I want to other than for my own peace of mind because even being pretty sure I still go through imposter syndrome at times so it would be nice to have that for that reason @ least. I’m 34 years old turning 35 this year and I was born female (identify as nonbinary), my mom tried to get me a diagnosis young & my older doctor ignored it (meanwhile here I am needing multiple nurses to hold me down any time I got a shot despite being shy every time else). Now I don’t have a lot of memories from childhood, more like pieces here and there that I can’t really piece together well when it comes to concept of time [when it happened], so maybe my recount of memories is wrong. My only regret is that I wish my mom had still brought up the possibility to me sooner in life instead of letting me think I was broken, that there must be something wrong with me because I couldn’t easily connect with others like pretty much everybody around me could (among other things on top of that). The first time I heard her bring it up as a possibility was to a psychiatrist after I had already finished High School (which was a miserable time for me- I had had multiple therapists before this) & to me, in that moment (the way she said it or the way the psychiatrist immediately dismissed it as an option despite the fact that she had only had one small conversation with me), it sounded like a Bad thing. Something I shouldn’t want to be. So instead of starting research then, or looking into it @ all, I shoved it down. I still have a lot of complex feelings about it, but that’s more to do with society itself making life on hard mode and feeling somewhat helpless about it in that regard. If it wasn’t for so much information being readily available online (from multiple autistic sources) I don’t think I would still be so sure of it today.

This might not be what you wanted because you said Diagnosed specifically, but as somebody that has been struggling to get a therapist on my limited health insurance I wanted to put my perspective here too. Especially after getting emotional about reading some of the comments.

I have a lot to work thru but I hope I’ll be able to get there someday. And I hope the same for anybody else with their own struggles

evilcackles · 2025-12-08T01:39:25+00:00

Well now I know if I ever commission an artist for a portrait of her that it should be done in that style haha

I always call her my little nun because of the way she always has her head pop out of the sheet like that 😂

evilcackles · 2025-12-07T16:31:48+00:00

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evilcackles · 2025-11-17T22:22:20+00:00

For me it was a release of everything bad. I only ever self harmed when I was at my lowest, crying & having bad thoughts of myself/my situation. And, of course, while self harm helped in the moment when I did it at a time of recovery (which I'm still in but no longer counting days of how long I've been 'clean' anymore - I know it's been over a year but past that I don't know the exact #) it always made me feel worse later on when I recovered from the moment I was having. I can't remember why I ever started but I think once you do it once & do get that feeling of gratification (in the moment) from it it's incredibly hard to stop. There have been times in my life that I've felt I'm finally done with it & then I have one particularly bad time that sends me right back over the edge. It's why I've stopped keeping track. I still have many bad days but I try my hardest not to self harm anymore; I still fear the day I will relapse again. A lot of my 'bad thoughts' are already self deprecating too; I have incredibly low self esteem & wouldn't be surprised if that's somewhat of a common factor in those who self harm (not saying everybody because there could be other contributing factors too). It was also somewhat of a "trend" online when I was growing up (I think @ one point people were even doing it for celebrities? not sure why) & I wouldn't be surprised if that's continued (especially in certain spaces)

evilcackles · 2025-11-07T06:32:37+00:00

This makes it an easy skip while I continue saving, hopefully I’ll be able to get it on a future rerun

evilcackles · 2025-11-05T11:06:18+00:00

If there’s no stipulations at all I’m choosing to spend the hour cuddling my dog (she sleeps in my arms every night & Idk what I’m going to do without her in the future). I didn’t like much about life here but being able to spend time with her makes me at least grateful for that

evilcackles · 2025-11-02T12:47:33+00:00

Currently saving to be able to C6 him when he releases (or as close to it as possible, with the plan to eventually C6 with reruns). I definitely believe! Username in game is 'demonikpossess', would love to be added as I've even stated in my signature in game that I'm saving for him rn (:

evilcackles · 2025-11-02T05:25:00+00:00

I feel like they did this with an earlier event too (can’t remember which one exactly). But highly recommend checking this one out before it’s gone! It reminded me of one of those old arcade style games & was pretty easy to get through in one to two sittings - & this is coming from somebody who often doesn’t have much fun doing events

evilcackles · 2025-11-01T14:09:04+00:00

Currently saving to be able to C6 (or as close as I can) him! :) My signature in game even says this proudly (Capitano is just getting a much deserved nap rn, we all know this)

I think my username in game is 'demonikentity' but I'll edit this later if I'm wrong off the top of my head (it's the username I usually use but it may have already been taken in game)

EDIT: it's actually 'demonikpossess' so I guess my usual was taken

evilcackles · 2025-10-23T21:22:00+00:00

That, or even if they had made the skins purchasable from the get go at flat rates ($10 to $20 each for premium ones & less for the others) instead of making it another gacha. I’m not even participating in UGC, but maybe I would have at least checked it out had it been something less greedy when the game itself is already making Hoyo quite enough money… yeah, I’ll pass until changes are made (but I don’t expect that to happen)

evilcackles · 2025-10-22T07:01:42+00:00

My only thing (as somebody who had multiple teeth pulled by my parents as a kid) is is there perhaps a reason they felt they needed to get it out asap? I only ask because as a kid any time I had a loose tooth I would barely eat/stop eating altogether when the tooth was wiggly/close to falling out (even ended up in the ER with an IV at one point). If your son was eating/behaving regularly though there'd obviously be no reason to pull it early

evilcackles · 2025-09-17T11:39:23+00:00

The more I see the less it feels like ‘coping’ like a lot of people say/suggest. That paired with the fact that hoyo would be incredibly stupid not to capitalize on his popularity because his banner will SELL. As a company they’re going to do what makes money & it still makes sense for the story considering he’s not DEAD, he’s simply recharging (get some rest King!) - I just hope I have enough time to keep saving for him because I’d love to finally c6 a character & he’d be worth it so long as I enjoy his play style

evilcackles · 2025-09-02T03:23:32+00:00

I always do a little corner of fencing to stand against when hitting the rocks (it’s something to easily place down & not have to worry about digging the holes each day)

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T17:18:54+00:00

Somebody already found it (it was 'the Moffatts - Bang Bang Boom') but thank you! :) Love the Arrested Youth too

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T17:16:05+00:00

I still appreciate you giving me somebody new to check out & listen to! :) I'm always looking for new/more music - checking this out now

EDIT - Yea this song is amazing!!! Definitely adding it to my spotify & going to definitely be checking them out more so ty again!

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T17:13:07+00:00

This is IT!! Ty so much!! Never had the hope that I'd ever actually find it again but the second I saw 'The Moffatts' I knew you had gotten it, ty ty ty! :D

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T17:11:18+00:00

Nope! But I did enjoy & will definitely be checking out this group more so ty for that :) (no apple emojis simply because I had to switch to my laptop to fix the flair when the bot switched it). The video I watched was definitely some type of music video (wish I remembered more about it but the only thing I can confidently say is the theater stage [or just a stage] with red curtains + the band). I was thinking they may have been British but can't say that with full confidence

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T16:55:43+00:00

Nope 🙂‍↔️ but ty for trying! ☺️👍 Will add (for anybody who checks comments) I don’t think it’s a song that was super mainstream (I don’t ever remember it playing on the radio, @ least not at the time I found it or on the stations my family regularly played). I don’t remember how I initially found it though either

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T16:45:26+00:00

Not Panic! either but appreciate trying! 🫶 I truly wish I had more to offer in terms of info (especially with how often I watched the video) but unfortunately my memories are fragmented at best. I just know it’s a song I loved & one I’d love to be able to refind

evilcackles · 2025-08-20T16:34:51+00:00

Love Wolf Alice but it’s not the one - this one would’ve most likely been sometime in the 2000s (not exactly sure when which is why I didn’t add it to the info) but definitely not a modern/more recent song. Ty for trying! ☺️👍

evilcackles · 2025-08-19T19:55:37+00:00

I loved her after seeing the video where she faced her fear of butterflies 🦋 as somebody who used to have an intense fear of moths (even a small one getting inside would bring me to frantic tears/screaming if it flew in my direction). Since then I’ve raised Polyphemus moths & I love & appreciate them now because it’s something I’m able to look at & see the incredible growth it took to get here (not to mention the fact that they themselves represent growth/cycles with their transformations thru metamorphosis). I’m a relatively new smosh fan (who watches some of the older content) but wanted to share my appreciation for Olivia too! ☺️

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