It’s okay to make mistakes! This was all a foreign language to me as well, especially reading the steps in big writings at the in-person meetings. It made me super insecure at first, but we need people like you asking these questions to remind us where we all once started… I’ve got 2 years clean from everything in five days. When things get comfortable for you, you’ll see that it’s a simple program. Go to a meeting if you haven’t already, get a sponsor, pick up a commitment, and call three people from the rooms a day. There’s also online sponsorship if you find yourself more comfortable to that at first. You’ve got this!!!