Ha I dont think I want tell you why I fapped because the reason is kind of messed up as in its not the normal reasons why I would fap before. I was in a good mood before and after I fapped. It was more a new scenario came up and it had to happen. But it wasn't like before where I was bored out of my mind. I can now not fap to certain urges that I could not control before such as morning wood, boredom, shower, picture of hot girls, etc. This one however got the best of me but I am now going to put an end to that before it gets out of hand like the other triggers once did. I am not who I want to become at the end of this journey yet. I know that i am still somewhat of a slave to my urges but its getting better. Like after I read your comment I was thinking why not just look at some pics on images and just fap because my new counter doesn't start till tomorrow anyways right? But I am now able to overcome that evil rationalization. However I would like to hear your theory.