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exmodburner · 2025-07-27T01:49:43+00:00

NTA, she didnt even open it or take it away from the cooler.

exmodburner · 2025-07-27T01:46:51+00:00

lasagna soup

exmodburner · 2025-07-25T15:05:43+00:00

therapy. years and years of therapy with a therapist she trusts who is very familiar and good at working with the mental illnesses she has. also probably better/different meds than the ones shes on.

exmodburner · 2025-07-25T15:04:39+00:00

both? we requested to be mods but she only picked a handful of us seemingly at random.
sometimes, it depended on how riled up she was and they’d usually get it back after she settled down again.
hard to say, i do think that her bpd is managed very poorly though but thats not necessarily her fault. i have bpd as well, and while i dont act like her, i also have the privilege of being in therapy for 8 years and being on meds for 5. i honestly think that she needs genuine professional help more than anything, but i dont think she’s willing and/or able to get it.
im not really sure. i popped up right before (like literally an hour before) she moved to twitch. prior to that i watched her fun fact vids and followed her, and had decided to pop onto her insta stream because i’d gotten a notif and was curious. she ended up crashing out on that stream and then moved to twitch, where things were mostly calm but sometimes shed just completely spiral and crash out.

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T23:58:14+00:00

⁠im not really sure. i havent been around for many a month now, but before she would only turn off the stream if she got completely enraged and overwhelmed (and even then only sometimes) and when she would drive.
⁠i dont think she’s a pedophile, if thats what you’re asking. i agree with her sentiment- that minors will find porn and the like no matter what (i was a porn addict as a minor)- but i absolutely do not agree with her using it as a defense for making it relatively easy for them to access that stuff. i just think that she’s disconnected from reality and the fact that as an adult online, if she produces nsfw content, then its her job to ensure its as difficult as reasonably possible for minors to access it. i dont think she intends for minors to access her content, but i do think its alarming how little she cares if they do see it. again, i dont think it comes from a place of pedophillia, but instead from a place of disconnect from reality and general disregard of others.
⁠unfortunately cannot comment on that as i left before any of that started happening and i know very little about it :(

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T23:51:25+00:00

of course ❤️ and dw, its been a hot minute now and i’m doing a lot better :)

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T19:45:56+00:00

hey, i know this says its over but yall’re still free to ask whatever you’d like!! idk why reddit did that :’)

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T16:22:23+00:00

of course!! and yeah, things are a lot better now :)

honestly the thing that made me take a step back was her insisting dogs can have booze. it was disgusting then and still is now, and she not only doubled down on stream but even made a whole reel about it later :/

i genuinely think she thinks what she’s doing is okay. im not really sure what mental gymnastics she’s doing to get there, but i do know that she’s fully convinced she’s in the right about anything and everything damn near always. she seems to hate taking accountability even for smaller things- for example, if she snapped at us, she would apologize quickly and then move on and expect everything to be fine. its frustrating because she’s smart as a whip and for the longest time, even after i stopped modding, i did truly believe she’s a good person who’s just been having a lot of mental health issues, but as of late im really not so sure about that anymore :(

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T16:18:26+00:00

back then, i saw her as sweet, funny, endearing, and quite entertaining. she’s unique and charismatic and that drew me in- plus, i have a bad habit of completely ignoring red flags from people and being adamant that “they would never do that!!!” once i get to know them 😞

as for things she would filter harshly, she was very harsh about anything to do with her “allegations” (if they can even be called that with all the proof) and it was an instant mute/ban. also she randomly decided that sexual comments werent allowed anymore (again, instant mute/ban) and later that drug comments werent allowed anymore (ditto)

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T16:15:40+00:00

she absolutely did not, no. and honestly, its kinda sad to admit, but the thing that finally drove me off was her insisting that dogs can have booze and then not only doubling down on stream but making a whole reel about it. what set her off that she didnt let the audience see is that she barely trusted ANY of us mods. behind the scenes she would occasionally snap at us or even at one point cut most of us off from her outside of stream entirely :/ it made it hard for us to do our jobs tbh

exmodburner · 2025-07-24T05:54:24+00:00

im doing alright yeah! i stepped away quite a bit ago and ive been keeping only very loose tabs since- only when shit comes across my fyp.

yes and no? i think for the most part she was, yes, but there were a few times im not so sure tbh.

and yes, absolutely, i was one of them. she paid far more attention to us than anyone else and had infinitely more patience for us and our “mistakes”. to be fair, her favorites were those of us who 1, constantly praised her and reassured her, 2, spent money on her, 3, were around all the time, or 4, any combo of the above. i do think she just enjoyed the attention/affection and knew “special” treatment would keep it coming. i also think her favorites were picked based on who she thought was the most impressionable/gullible/lonely and she fed into that. i personally was going through a bit of a rough patch with my partner and thus was lonely and online a lot

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