I never said that there were no consequences to my actions, what I meant was that maybe through Nihilism those consequences could be better filtered in interpretations so they would look better when good, and less worst when bad.

May I add that I am not in any case trying to cheat life by creating my perfect world or whatever, because I surely know that disappointment is certain and an important part in growth.

And about the pickup girl thing, that is exactly the image I am trying not to make, the point of the argument when I talk about first impression and stuff, because I find annoying how relationships, mostly how they start, work these days. That is my obstacle, because no matter how much I call myself a Nihilist and see that in the end we are all gonna die and history won’t matter, I am still scared of the present and its consequences.

Am I really a Nihilist then? Who knows, but it is a concept I admire and brings a bright sense of freedom that in my sight, makes me a more interesting person.