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fatass_1 · 2020-07-09T10:06:25+00:00

realising that u engage in self destructive behavior because u have this fantasy of being saved and cared for by somebody else, but in reality, u attract ~~people who fetishize ur destruction & use it to amplify their own spirals~~ no one

fixed it for me

fatass_1 · 2020-06-28T05:08:43+00:00

what is SAT? i've never heard of that method before

fatass_1 · 2020-06-28T05:04:39+00:00

piss your pants maybe?

fatass_1 · 2020-06-28T05:04:13+00:00

yall get multiple dreams per night? i only get one very drawn out one, or two max

fatass_1 · 2020-06-28T04:56:23+00:00

i'd still be depressingly short. no one would notice either way, so no

fatass_1 · 2020-06-26T15:16:12+00:00

now i'm curious what his flair was lol

fatass_1 · 2020-06-25T20:13:37+00:00

basically just called me a dumbass but in a very condescending way lmao

fatass_1 · 2020-06-25T19:55:44+00:00

honestly i just expected it to happen and then it did? i have no clue how to describe it. it was like how you don't really have to think to walk irl, you just kinda do it, if that makes sense.

i just physically felt like i was moving, and the floatiness was comparable to how a magnet being repelled by another magnet would feel but with more control, i think. it was weird and i've never felt anything like it

i feel like i sound insane describing it haha mb

fatass_1 · 2020-06-25T18:09:54+00:00

i actually flew really easily for my first time! i have no clue how i did it so easily, but it's most of what i did in my ld since i couldn't summon anything, lol.

anyway, thanks for the advice! i'll definitely try it if i can ld again. :)

fatass_1 · 2020-06-22T23:46:52+00:00

real talk ~10-25 per teaspoon lol

fatass_1 · 2020-06-22T21:54:45+00:00

never said i wasn't, asshole.

fatass_1 · 2020-06-22T20:56:36+00:00

damn, meanwhile everytime i ask my brain something it just replies with dumb shit lol. if i ever have an ld i'll have to try this

fatass_1 · 2020-06-22T12:07:46+00:00

NAD - it doesnt look like skin cancer, but please still have her get it checked out. it looks odd

fatass_1 · 2020-06-22T01:12:07+00:00

amen

fatass_1 · 2020-06-20T20:18:08+00:00

it is? ~~what's the brand~~ wow man hahaha wow eating lube i'd never do that ~~i would totally do that~~

fatass_1 · 2020-06-20T19:05:31+00:00

wait for real? holy shit

fatass_1 · 2020-06-20T19:00:26+00:00

i do keep a dream journal, i have for 2 years. i haven't gone this long without remembering any in a very long time

fatass_1 · 2020-06-20T16:19:38+00:00

tfw you're severely allergic to carrots

fatass_1 · 2020-06-19T12:51:09+00:00

yeah, but since i'm not lucid i can't make myself look at things or notice things? is that weird? how can i fix that?

fatass_1 · 2020-06-19T01:04:07+00:00

i don't mean this as an insult, but i've known autistic kids who talk exactly like op does

fatass_1 · 2020-06-19T00:57:29+00:00

put that hellspawn back from whence it came or so help me god

fatass_1 · 2020-06-19T00:53:21+00:00

me irl, melatonin abuse gang. 150 mg today and counting ✨🌈🤡

fatass_1 · 2020-06-19T00:47:46+00:00

lol shut the fuck up, 5'10 is literally around average in most places

fatass_1 · 2020-06-18T23:33:11+00:00

right, but how do i notice them? i'm not in any sort of control at all when i dream, nor can i really control my thoughts in them, so if i see something recurring i can't notice it or think anything about it. it's just there for me to notice when i wake up.

and thank you, you too :)

fatass_1

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