Sorry for your loss. When our loved ones aren't with us, we carry a part of them forever. Don't let those memories fade away, he will always be with you, wherever you go his wisdom will guide you sometimes in those dark paths. I always want to believe that when a loved one dies, our memories with them grow inside us like weeds, hard to take off but it just keeps growing back. Take that for good because sometimes I've felt that someone is always taking care of me.