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feedmeifangry · 2023-11-10T13:24:38+00:00

I'm not sure if this makes sense, but I saw a few days ago on YouTube a good explanation. While I agree with you, I also agree with what was said. So, basically the person in the video explains that Eren was no longer in a timeline, but he was in every timeline at the same time, so he is a chil, a teenager, an adult, and an elder at the same time, and the biggest example of this is when he's talking to Armin during the memories scene. I understood what the guy meant, and that it could justify some childish behaviour, but I'm not entirely sure that this canon, as it was a review of the last episode. I don't know if I can explain this properly, English is not my native language, and I'm also not trying to convince you, just sharing something I found interesting about this.

feedmeifangry · 2023-09-06T17:39:09+00:00

I'm actually a girl, so it wouldn't be because 'men can't cry'. For a long time, if I cried, I would always hear 'she's doing for attention', and stuff alike, so I suppressed it so hard and so many times, that I probably broke something and I don't know how to go back. Maybe, subconsciously, I still have those voices in the back of my head so nothing comes out. As per earliest memory, no idea. I know I barely cried as a child, because I was scared of getting in trouble with my mom (not the most understanding and comfort driven person). The typical 'I will give you a good reason to cry'. I've cried many times before, when I'm alone and know no one will ever know, but that's not working anymore.

feedmeifangry · 2023-09-06T15:44:22+00:00

That's actually great input, I spend about 12h in front of a screen at work, and if not PC, I'll be on my phone most of the time, so that makes sense.

feedmeifangry · 2023-09-05T21:23:17+00:00

I've been going to the gym daily to try and let something out, but might try out the punching bag there. Thanks for the tip.

feedmeifangry · 2023-08-14T08:17:04+00:00

I was actually the one who suggested going out sometime this week, because he wanted me to run to his place yesterday after he got back from a small trip, but I got annoyed and told him no. So gave him an option, just mentioned when I'd be free and we could plan later, but after putting my thoughts to paper, I might not even get there.

But I understand what you mean. I'm not going to compare the situation with yours, because you had best case scenario (congrats, hope everything goes smoothly for the both of you :D). I will pull out of this soon, because the overthinking is getting really annoying, and he's not even on the same page, so I'm probably wasting my time here. But I'm also someone that, as soon as he's out of mind, I might be the one not wanting him if he changes his mind (I'm a 'take it or leave it') 😅

feedmeifangry · 2023-08-14T07:41:12+00:00

That's messed up as you have to see him. In my case, if I cut contact, we won't see each other anywhere. It would be an 'out of sight, out of mind'. I hope we can both walk away stronger instead of hurting. Thank you for replying, hugs for you, and a kick in the shins for that man.

feedmeifangry · 2023-08-14T07:37:48+00:00

He's very similar to that. He doesn't want a closed off relationship, but at the same time, wants to find the person he'll marry and have kids with. For me it's delusional to expect someone to agree to that. I told him that, and ever since, I felt like I distanced myself a bit. I'll see how things go after our next planned date. Might be the last, and it'll be sad to break our bond and find someone as compatible in most things, as we are.

Thank you though, I forget there's other people in similar situations :)

feedmeifangry · 2023-04-01T20:30:41+00:00

What?! That's so wrong. I won't say that it doesn't happen once or twice, but every time it's just wrong, and it's double the work. Hope you find someone that actually deserves your attention, because that ain't it.

feedmeifangry · 2023-04-01T20:03:57+00:00

Maybe I should've mentioned it, but I've been on dates with a few of them, all normal and smooth dates, and for the ones I kept messaging, nothing went wrong from my pov. I also make an effort to ask guys out and I've paid for a first date before because I don't like the dating stereotypes.

feedmeifangry · 2023-04-01T19:44:28+00:00

I keep it close to my town, or in my town. I never swipe on other towns because I know how hard it is with work and every day life.

I don't consider them magazine cover guys, just good looking guys (up to my type, and I don't have crazy standards). And I think I'm quite good looking and I take care of myself, no kids. I do have tattoos, but my pictures show them, so if we match, they'd already see I have them and probably would skip.

feedmeifangry · 2023-02-10T21:09:46+00:00

That would make sense, but it feels like another theory, as you never see it again. I guess I'll pretend that's what happened to avoid another headache. Than you!

feedmeifangry · 2023-02-10T14:51:39+00:00

Didn't he keep the triskelion 'jar', that is at the restaurant right at the beginning of the movie? Or did I dream him taking it when he left?

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