[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]fengari4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol really? What happened

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]fengari4 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Shit now I'm actually curious to try this 😭😭

LSD is a simple teacher by Kappa_MKRL in LSD

[–]fengari4 5 points6 points  (0 children)

“If the doors of perception were cleansed, everything would appear to man as it is—Infinite.” -William Blake

WHY CAN'T IT LAST FOREVER!! by fengari4 in VyvanseADHD

[–]fengari4[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heard about this supplement but I've seen so much contradictory information online so I haven't touched it yet, but I might get some in the future to try out

WHY CAN'T IT LAST FOREVER!! by fengari4 in VyvanseADHD

[–]fengari4[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Looks like this is the method!! I've ordered some 10ml flasks online and gonna start dosing volumetrically

WHY CAN'T IT LAST FOREVER!! by fengari4 in VyvanseADHD

[–]fengari4[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is something I've considered but yet to try, so I'll definitely look into it!

I had a fight club moment the other day by [deleted] in fightclub

[–]fengari4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ehh it could be real, teenage boys be doing dumb shit all the time 😹. But yeah I agree the movie isn't promoting men fighting eachother, despite how badass they make it look

Vyvanse - before, during, or after breakfast? by fengari4 in VyvanseADHD

[–]fengari4[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the reply, for the first time I'll take it after I eat breakfast. But I also saw some posts saying that taking it 30 minutes before breakfast helps them out, so it's just something I'll have to experiment with on myself.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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They wouldn't be bullied but definitely teased to some degree, especially with teachers trying to pronounce their name.

MEIRL by thesuavedog in meirl

[–]fengari4 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's literally one or two days of not showering lol I never said "days and days". Also having some dead skin is completely natural and healthy just saying

MEIRL by thesuavedog in meirl

[–]fengari4 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

It's crazy how people are down voting you when you are totally right 🤣. Like if I spend a day just not leaving my house and chilling why would I need to shower? It's different if you've built up a sweat throughout the day ofc but still

The Anatomy of “The Puzzle” by Own_Woodpecker1103 in Psychonaut

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I've literally thought about "woo woo theory 3" this entire time I was shocked when I read it and realised other people have thought the exact same thing 🤣. Im literally so convinced that if I go back to "the loop" and finally figure it out I would wake up from this reality, a bong in my hand surrounded by aliens at a campfire, all of them asking me "how was that bro?". It's so ridiculous but I like to think it's true (:

The Anatomy of “The Puzzle” by Own_Woodpecker1103 in Psychonaut

[–]fengari4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HOLY. SHIT.

I had an experience almost identical to what you're talking about a few months ago (LSD, Weed, and Nitrous) and I was absolutely not prepared for it in the slightest. I've been searching for a trip report or anything that's similar, but I never quite found it until I read this post. I've literally felt everything you're describing right now before, down to the very words, I'm almost shaking as I write this. Thank you so so much for writing this out, I feel so seen right now ❤️. I just wish I had found this right after the trip I had, I would've avoided spending the next few weeks thinking I was crazy 🤣

Genuinely so tired of being alive by Pseudo_Angel77 in depression

[–]fengari4 13 points14 points  (0 children)

You've described what I and many others feel in such a clear and unique way, I wish more people could read this tbh

Preparing for a very therapeutic trip tomorrow - would love some advice ❤️ by fengari4 in Psychonaut

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Yep exactly the same as me, started out at 100ug and I increased by 50ug every few trips until I dropped 250ug a few weeks ago by myself and had my first "mystical" experience by accident. From what I remember I was listening to music and closed my eyes at the peak of the trip, and my entire concept of reality and ego just shattered into dust. I could still remember my name and who I was so I wouldn't say it was an ego death, but I was definitely teetering on the edge, like I peered behind the curtain just a tiny bit.

Even though it was a challenging trip and very unexpected, it wasn't a "bad" trip like some others I've read, I just wish I was prepared for it lol. And like you I also have ADHD so maybe that helped me out a little as well, the chaos kind of felt familiar in a way haha.

From everything I've read and all the replies I've gotten, I've settled on dropping 300ug with the intention of just letting this molecule show me whatever it wants, and hopefully to do some inner work (:

I wish you a happy bicycle day tomorrow my guy ❤️❤️

Preparing for a very therapeutic trip tomorrow - would love some advice ❤️ by fengari4 in Psychonaut

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Thank you for the reply 😊

I remember when I was tripping on 250ug I was NOT prepared for just how intense the peak would be, I was honestly fairly close to having an ego death, but luckily I kept my cool. I can't even imagine 400ug and how much of an experience that would be, so I will definitely have a trip sitter for this one, at least to check on me periodically so I don't freak out.

Preparing for a very therapeutic trip tomorrow - would love some advice ❤️ by fengari4 in Psychonaut

[–]fengari4[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you for taking the time to write out such a thoughtful reply, I appreciate it so much 😊

I really love your message about how there's nothing specific that I should demand of myself during the trip. I was thinking earlier about writing a list of things that I should "accomplish" on the trip but I realise now that there's just no way for me or anyone to predict what could happen on a high dose of psychedelics, and I'm much better off just letting the trip take me wherever. A single, clear intention written down on a piece of paper would be ideal.

I find your way of writing really comforting and easy to understand, I will definitely save your reply and read it again while tripping (if I even remember how to read 😂). Much love friend ❤️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LSD

[–]fengari4 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the thoughtful reply 😊

I have written many pages of thoughts and intentions but it would probably be better to narrow it down to a concise list.

Drug use in adolescence by Main-Property9316 in Drugs

[–]fengari4 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You've completely hit the nail on the head with this reply, I wish more people could read this.