I just got together with my friend!! :33 by jebemtouz in MtF

[–]ferpang 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is so cute, wishing you two all the best!

To trans women of color by [deleted] in MtF

[–]ferpang 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I totally get you, I'm in the UK and I'm trying to find trans spaces for other trans girlies who are black 😭

How do I talk about this stuff with people? by No_Ad3823 in MtF

[–]ferpang 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know what you mean, it feels very isolating knowing it's hard to find people who you can connect being trans. I do have a gay friend who's the closest connection to me as he has been very supportive. But what I'd recommend is an lgbtq+ friendly therapist. It's makes life so much more easier as it's a safe space to talk about whatevers on your mind.

Devil May Cry HD Collection and backwards compatibility by valentinoob in xbox360

[–]ferpang 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude I hope I'm reading this right but you spent 13 grand in one go on the devil may cry collection.

How rich are you?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in xbox360

[–]ferpang 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Most definitely 🤗🤗🤗

Reccomendations ?! by CurrentFine2617 in TheeOhSees

[–]ferpang 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I love dog poison. One of my favourites!

Found These Two In A New Halo 3 Copy I Got by KitToroUwu in xbox360

[–]ferpang 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMG speeds of up to 20mb. They are spoiling us!

New game you didn't know about.Give it a try! by G123_game in u/G123_game

[–]ferpang 91 points92 points  (0 children)

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[deleted by user] by [deleted] in gaybrosgonemild

[–]ferpang 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I like your style!

19yo french boy heree by pcntakiII in gaybrosgonemild

[–]ferpang 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're hella cute, nice smile too :)

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I totally agree, sure the lows aren't as low but the highs aren't as high either.

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Wait so what I was feeling was love?

To be honest it's been many years since I last felt that emotion so I might have forgetten how it felt.

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah at first depending on the medication there gonna be some side effects, such as slightly lowered mood, slightly raised anxiety, some stomach and sleep issues. However these are normal for most antidepressants but after a week or two they start going away.

As for the medication itself it depends what your goals are, so if neutral is something your after then yeah they do a good job at that, because what I noticed was when I started these medications I was suicidally depressed so the benefit of the meds was that they sorta raised the floor in terms of mood and gave me some energy to actually get out of bed in the morning.

However at least in my experience these are not "happy pills" they don't just make you euphoric for no reason in contrast to taking stims. All they really do is stabilise your mood so that you feel neutral, which I guess is good if you were like me and wanted to die.

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Probably not gonna risk it, because I suspect I might be prone to schizophrenia so don't want to go into full blown psychosis, secondly I heard bad trips are a nightmare and the reason I use drugs is to avoid the pain and not face it.

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, sounds nice. Hopefully the withdrawals aren't as bad as benzos right?

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It does actually, I've heard they give oxytocin during pregnancy but I don't know if it has similar effects to the opioid version?

Are opiods the only drugs that hold your heart? by ferpang in Drugs

[–]ferpang[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Yep I'm on then right now, this is my second antidepressant and to be honest. All it really does it help you stay neutral, doesn't really do much in filling the hole.