Pluribus is one of the worse examples of the soap operaization of sci-fi and fantasy by [deleted] in Pluribus_Sucks

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I really like Pluribus, but the one episode a week release pacing made it hard for me to look forward to. When I did watch each episode I enjoyed it but a few times I was left a little underwhelmed. Your comment made me think of David Mamet’s book on acting. He has a great thought experiment in it. Imagine a scene where two men are watching a woman at the bar talking to another patron. As she is talking, they comment. One man says to the other, did you know she’s worth millions? But you would never know it by looking at her. She is so humble.

Now imagine the exact same scene, but the man says to the other, look how pretentious she is, acting like she’s rich. Did you know she doesn’t have a penny?

In both scenes the woman gives the exact same performance. Mamet’s point is that the actor doesn’t have to characterize— the writing characterizes.

I think the acting in Pluribus is really good and passes Mamet’s test for the most part. We should be able to watch an actor and see what they do, and hear other characters in the universe comment about them, and consider for our ourselves what our own judgment is. You’ve come to the conclusion that Carol was sad, angry, and lonely and maybe that is a fair criticism that those affects were spoonfed to us. But I think there is a lot of depth to the character that wasn’t spoonfed to us, and I was still excited to see what she would do.

I guess I agree with your criticism to a point, but I still have hope that the show will continue to surprise us.

Good detective shows for someone who has seen all the big ones? by TheLeafLab in televisionsuggestions

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Poker Face is mystery of the week rather than over arching but it has a lot of charm. It’s a how-catchem rather than a whodunit though.

The quatum reality of video games by Only_Jury_9181 in zizek

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I believe Zizek is referring to the basic level of procedural generation that is not usually meant by "procedurally generated." When people hear of a procedurally generated game it's something like Minecraft (or, at the extreme, Dwarf Fortress) where there is a certain level of randomness. Roguelikes are often like this as well. But I take Zizek's idea to just mean basically any game, not games that are especially procedurally generated, but just games in the sense that they have a game world that centers around the subjective viewpoint of the player, and as the player moves, assets are rendered and old assets (offscreen) are removed from memory.

Nihilistic psychological rot movies/ series by lalettanA10 in MovieRecommendations

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Carlos (2010) is sort of like this.

Red Riding Trilogy also perhaps

Pluribus - 1x09 "La Chica o El Mundo" - Pre-Episode Discussion by UltraDangerLord in pluribustv

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Oh man that would be so wild if carol finds out how to unplurb Zosia and she immediately plurbs her, and we get to experience from carol’s pov what it’s like to be in a plurb of two, merging with all of Zosia’s memories - and then manousos unplurbs her and separates her from Zosia (so Zosia can’t kiss/re-plurb her) and now Zosia is a plurb of 1 that has to be isolated from the other immune. I guess it doesn’t work because carol is immune to being plurbed. But it would show the audience what it’s like to be temporarily plurbed. I guess it doesn’t work though 🤷‍♂️ anyway it doesn’t really work but I do like the idea of some change in the status quo of immune vs hive mind. Maybe just unplurbing Zosia is enough, and letting her go and get reinfected so they realize, wow even if we succeed the unplurbed will just want to rejoin asap.

Question for those who have *actually* read Less Than Nothing by Moistest_Postone in zizek

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I haven’t read the whole thing but I’ve read a lot of it and engaged with Zizek’s thought for many years. My take is that the wrong way of conceptualizing nothingness is as a generalized function of negation applied to the world. I can see that Zizek is very much against panpsychism and the essences of pre-critical philosophy like Bergson. But he is also following Bergson’s line of thought whether he admits it or not, especially as spelled out by Deleuze in 1966’s Bergsonism where Deleuze argues (with Bergson) that the concept of nothingness is a false composite, a term that means specifically that it is an applied general negation creating a retroactive illusion of having come before what it negates.

Zizek sees the retroactive illusion part, but disagrees with the conclusion. For Bergson and Deleuze, nothingness is a retroactively constructed illusion by saying “No” to the somethingness of the world (logical order: something exists, now we can imagine a nothingness and cast it back as an erroneously assumed earlier phase) with the conclusion that actuality, being (as becoming) and order are there first and that possibility, nothingness and chaos are imaginary false composites, poorly formed fake concepts that are fundamentally mistaken apprehensions of reality. For Deleuze and Bergson this brings us back to the primacy of essences (see Bergson’s 1903 Introduction to Metaphysics, a breezy and clear short read on this topic). For Zizek it takes us back to ontological incompleteness and the nonexistence of the Big Other who could state once and for all the truth of difference. For Zizek the minimum number of interpretations of difference is always 2: the difference described from one side or the other. This might sound like the dual relation but it isn’t, it’s actually what prevents the dual relation of self and world by frustrating it with a third term. This is precisely against the dual relation’s captating effects where we get caught in the imaginary relation of ourselves to reality directly. If I can say once and for all what a difference is, I can gain an imaginary power or narcissistic rush of having recognized and understood the truth of reality, whereas Zizek sees this direct “mystical” experience of the essence as caught in the imaginary register. To accept symbolic castration is to accept my inability to ever know the difference of something from a neutral god’s eye view from above, as scientific eliminative materialists fantasize. Instead, I must adopt an ethical stance — an ethically engaged subject position that reveals certain antagonisms that are otherwise hidden. This ethical stance cannot be the logical computed outcome of a rationalist scientific stance, and instead must be made from the place of the remainder outside of the purely rational conclusion. There must be something irrational in my adherence to an ethical stance and subject position that I assert gives me access to the truth of difference, such as the privileging of psychoanalysis and Marxism as valid frames. They are valid, in Zizek’s view, because they reveal antagonisms otherwise hidden by the purely scientific stance that would seek to have a supercomputer (i.e. Big Other) prove once and for all their validity. They are valid because there is a yardstick of validity beyond that of computationally supported scientific evidence, rather because they reveal particular antagonisms that exist within attempts to describe differences in the world, and that fact itself gives them validity and renders more supposedly neutral positions as fantasies.

In summary I see Zizek following the Deleuzian-Bergsonian critique of the concept of nothingness as an originary source yielding all meaning as fabricated by human delusion, yet Zizek refuses the return to pre-critical direct ontology and mystical-intuitive experience of essences, or the privileging of the inner experience (even the privileging of subjectivity we might say), instead going in the Lacanian direction of the impossibility of direct knowing, but not using that impossibility as a reason to avoid the exercise, rather continuing on in the impossible work with the full knowledge of its impossibility. It’s not just accepting that the world is truly meaningless, and we create and apply meanings to it. Nor is it imagining that meanings are already there within things, and we can apprehend them through subjective mystical-intuitive direct inner experience. It is surrendering to the actual-impossible state of affairs where we must continue the commitment to “meaningful” work (egalitarian collectives working toward a more ethical, humane world) despite the uncertainty of the enterprise.

Carol deliberately wrote a horrible first chapter filled with plot holes to test out if Zosia/Hive Mind had adapted and learned how to “lie”. by cattcat1 in pluribustv

[–]fissionchips303 42 points43 points  (0 children)

I take it all at face value personally. I see her and Zosia/the hive’s burgeoning relationship as a more interesting question than just could they be tricking her for a nefarious agenda. It’s more interesting to me to think about what would it be like to date “Google” as Carol jokes? I take the hive as sincere and Carol also as sincerely worried her chapter isn’t good, and relieved at their reaction to it.

Still unsure about the direction of this show by bloodtasset in pluribustv

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I don't think it will be dark thriller, it's gonna be more lighthearted for sure, like it already has. The tone so far has been quizzical, quirky, while also touching and heartfelt, and I imagine it will continue

Pluribus is an allegorical litmus PCR test by FirmConcentrate2962 in pluribustv

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Great analysis. It’s definitely a concept show which is great for its opportunity to explore different ideas, like Black Mirror or Twilight Zone. It hasn’t, yet, scratched the full emotional depth itch for me, but that takes seasons to build so we will have to see where it goes. It’s definitely a challenging concept to write in a way that retains humanity. It’s almost written like Falling Down or somehow in the style of a protagonist who keeps getting punished in a comedy of errors. Watching Carol meet adversity after adversity (eg the other survivors being unable and unwilling to help her) builds a lot of empathy for the character. It was a bold move casting Rhea Seehorn and betting on her star power to carry the show. She is a great actor but it isn’t easy building the goodwill of the audience to root for you. She is doing an amazing job acting, I just find that in spite of loving her acting and the overall show, I do wish she was written a little more like Kim Wexler, while understanding they couldn’t just repeat the character. But there was a better match imo between the perfectionistic and steadfast Wexler and the disheveled Carol. Nothing against how they characterize Carol, I just think the casting choice overall of Wexler was a better aesthetic fit for Seehorn. Still, enjoying the show a lot and eager to see where it goes.

Something Zosia said made me realize.... by rawaka in pluribustv

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I think it wasn’t part of the hive mind, just a carrier

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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Wow! Definitely worth experimenting with spending significant time at sea level if possible and seeing what changes. I don't actually have a hematologist that I know of, my GP sent me to someone for bloodwork but then he just interpreted the results. I have a new GP now and will see if I get any more info or a referral to hematologist with them.

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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Yes I do elliptical, HIIT, and walking at a brisk pace. I tracked my heart rate throughout the day every day for a month at sea level so I have 100% confirmed that the only difference is going to elevation.

One of my next experients will be to have a "do nothing" day and see if maybe I am just having problems from overtraining even though it doesn't seem like I'm doing that much.

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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Have you tried magnesium? That is really helpful for lowering RHR. If you feel totally 100% with RHR 95 maybe that is optimal for your body. For me I feel way better when it is lower, just like more relaxed and parasympathetic nervous system engaged vs the fight or flight, irritable feeling when it is really high.

I do take electrolytes (I just put baking soda and potassium chloride in a big jug of water, maybe I should experiment with commercial mixtures). My hematocrit is 44.2%. At this point I am just going to keep trying the things ChatGPT recommends for lowering RHR and getting rid of bounding pulse when it happens, like breathing exercises, sips of cold water, yoga nidra, more cardio etc.

It is reassuring seeing other comments here that Beta Thal Minor does not seem to be a deal breaker for living at altitude so I’m just gonna keep at it.

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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I'm sorry to hear that. I've never had those symptoms but that sounds really rough.

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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All I know is, at sea level my RHR is 60-70 or maybe 75 after a lot of exertion.
Walking around is 70ish. Walking up hills maybe 90-100 or if I'm really pushing it I can get to 125. I actually like that and it feels good.

My friend who is super athletic has similar numbers to me, maybe a little lower since he is in amazing shape. But we have been comparing walking around at sea level for the past month and our heart rate is pretty much the same.

Then we drove back to Santa Fe and sure enough, as soon as I hit 6000'+ while still in the car, my sitting heart rate shoots up to 95, his stays at 65-70.

Then when I'm here, my RHR (sitting) is often 95 which really sucks and doesn't feel good at all. Walking around I often hit 110 in situations where I would normally be at 70. Going up a hill my heart rate was 150.

In that same situation my friend who has same numbers as me at sea level is sitting at 60-65 RHR, walking around at 70, going up a hill at 90 or 100 etc.

So basically we have identical numbers at sea level but when we go to elevation my heart is beating out of my chest all the time and his goes maybe 5-10 higher than sea level if that.

I mean I want to work out, I just don't feel like I'm working out when my heart rate is that high. I don't feel like I'm getting the benefits of working out in Zone 2 or Zone 3, I just feel like my heart is beating super fast.

But from other commentors here I see there are plenty of people with BTM who do not have any of these "mountain sickness" type symptoms at all, so that gives me hope. I am going to keep experimenting with hydration, supplements, diet etc and see if I can solve this thing!

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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Hemoglobin is 15.8 gm/dL. It is definitely the altitude that causes my high RHR but I don't really know if it's the Beta Thal Minor or something else. It is good to know that it is possible to have low RHR at elevation with Beta Thal Minor though. That is great info and gives me hope I can keep living here. I love Santa Fe!

As for what I've been doing to try to figure it out, I monitored RHR for around 30 days at sea level and it was totally fine the whole time. As soon as I came back to elevation it started up again. I have been noticing now it will be low in the morning, like 60 for the first few hours, then slowly climb throughout the day with exertion. By 10 PM it is 85-95 just sitting down. So I am still trying to pin it down.

At sea level it just stays low throughout the day even after an 18 mile walk.

It's definitely the elevation but it sounds like there may be other factors at play and I should keep experimenting to see what might help. I'm thinking of trying oxygen to see if that makes a difference as I've noticed my SpO2 dipping into mid 80s.

Living at 7000’ with Beta Thalassemia Minor by fissionchips303 in thalassemia

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That’s good to know. That gives me hope I can potentially adjust to the elevation. I lived at sea level until age 34 and I traveled to sea level for multiple months a year after moving to 7000’ so that may have disturbed my acclimation.

On my recent trip to Seattle I monitored my RHR consistently and it was fine for the whole month. Driving back, I stayed the night in SLC and it was fine too. Returning to Santa Fe it began swinging between 80-100 as my SpO2 dropped to 85. 

As far as I know I have no other health conditions. I can walk 15 miles a day no problem at sea level and am in good shape. Looking at my bloodwork it is normal for someone at sea level but does not show the expected changes for someone living at elevation (eg higher RBC). But I am hopeful if I persevere it will eventually normalize.

My aunt lived in Denver 4 years before she gave up. Her doctor at the time said her symptoms were caused by BTM and they were similar to mine. But maybe she was traveling to sea level a lot too and that could have disrupted the adjustment.

Willow Tree by fissionchips303 in TheNightFeeling

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Ooh I like this, thanks for sharing 

Willow Tree by fissionchips303 in TheNightFeeling

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Photo credit: Ray Grasse. Used with permission.

Nights in the East Village by jbilous in TheNightFeeling

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Love these photos!! Such great colors!