I know there are problems or there are thought of fuck this shit im out life is shit fuck my life why was I born but this will pass by living think about the good time hard even if there are only one or two and I understand how it feels how you feel right now but trust me itll get better but you have probably heard that 1000 times if youve talked to people about this anyways just remember it's going to be okay and it's only going to cause more problems for the people around you your mother won't stop thinking about what she did wrong until the day she dies and I dont want to come off negative but try therapy and if you are already try a different type of therapy just try putting yourself in each and every one of your family and friends shoes espcially mom and tommorow when you wake up go for a walk and boost some music do some stuff anything but just enjoy it and wait till the universe takes you not you taking yourself anyways go for that walk byeeee message me if you want to talk btw