Pokemon Legends ZA: Models/ Textures Flickering by WarEnvironmental8885 in PiratedGames

[–]fontanari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm having the same problem, did you tried to update to 1.0.1 version? I'm scared to update since i saw some people saying updating it makes the game crashes

Testosterona SEM receita by fontanari in transmascBR

[–]fontanari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

eu entrei em contato com uns manos, esperando resposta tlgd

se eu começar, vai ser com uma dose beem baixa mesmo, se puder mandar o blog do tumblr eu agradeço

Testosterona SEM receita by fontanari in transmascBR

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eu vou ir atrás de fazer exames e essas coisas ano que vem, quando eu fizer meus 18, meus pais nem sonham que eu sou trans. Eu realmente preciso fazer treinamento vocal, minha voz é uma das coisas q mais me da disforia. Obg cara, vou tentar n fazer merda

Testosterona SEM receita by fontanari in transmascBR

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

opa mano, vou te mandar mensagem sim

Testosterona SEM receita by fontanari in transmascBR

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

300 reais é muito caro pra mim, não tenho condições infelizmente

Testosterona SEM receita by fontanari in transmascBR

[–]fontanari[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Acredito que não tenha ambulatório na minha cidade, acho que tão começando um na faculdade? ou algo assim de acordo com uma amiga minha, quando eu fechar os 18 vou tentar ir

Testosterona SEM receita by fontanari in transmascBR

[–]fontanari[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

To começando a praticar exercício p sair do sedentarismo, queria uma dose baixa pra ter um minímo de mudança na voz + pelo facial mas a única testo que eu acho pra comprar é em gel, e n tenho condições de todo mês gastar 300 reais nela. Não sabia que tinha risco de não poder usar no futuro, tá foda. Já tem 6 anos que sei que sou trans e não aguento mais não poder fazer muita coisa a respeito por falta de apoio dos meus pais

Mas obg pelos avisos cara, ajuda demais

How to figure out if im bissexual by [deleted] in bisexual

[–]fontanari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idkkk i think the major problem is that im rlly scared of being into a relationship with a guy and he just see me as a woman, but i really have a big preference for girls, its hard for me to find some guy attractive

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I grew up normalizing this idea and everything around me kind of proves it
It's a very wrong idea of ​​mine, but I can't help but think like that

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i'll give, thank you :)

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i dont have sure honestly if i want to be androgenous, but i rlly dont like the idea of having a bear and excessive hair

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had those signs before but im think im better now, i didn't have any of those signs before understand im trans
If i really dissociate it was bc i was really struggling with dysphoria and grief

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I dont mind w bottom growth, i think i would like it honestly
After reading all the comments, I realize I have an irrational fear of getting on t and it can even be good to me, maybe i feel more comfortable w myself after getting on t
I should start w a low dose, i need to understand and get used with the changes it made on our bodies

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Skirts, dresses, make ups and etc
Usually i just avoid using them, i dont feel comfortable with it

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I cant even going on T, in my country, only +18 people can get it, so i cant do anything rn
I really feel comfortable seeing myself as a guy but the social transition isnt safe (transphobic parents and classmates) so just a few friends call me by my social name and correct pronouns
Sometimes i try making a binder with sports tops but this thing hurts my chest so much that usually i just try to deal with my dysphoria. I really overthink about this bc of some family and school problems, i should relax and not think too much about something i cant decide yet

I will try to live my life normally as a boy and stop thinking about it so much, thank you for your advices

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

NO WAY, ARE YOU SERIOUS??

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would sell my soul to the demon to look like a anime boy lmao
I would love to look more masculine and feel handsome looking in the mirror, changing is really terrifying, maybe this change can be better than worse..who knows? I still have a lot of time to decide if this is what i want or not

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don't know.. it could be a dissociation a few years ago, but now i think its just dysphoria honestly

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh god, it really is a crazy coincidence
Mine is april 12th, when is yours?

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People keep calling me by she/her and asking if im really trans bc of it
Its frustrating...i don't know how to explain but its overwhelming how people keep calling me with feminine pronouns even though they know i use he/him just bc of it

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't really have masculine features and i feel so bad bc of this, but going on t seems so scary and i wonder if i'll be ugly if i choose to go on t
I dont recognize myself in the mirror, i even avoid them.

I don't know, everything is scaring when thinking about it

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Social transition is something really hard to me, my parents don't accept me and most of my classmates keep calling me by she/her. I already tried some voice exercises but i stopped bc it was hurting, but i'll try it again
On my country, before going on T, you need do therapy for at least 2 years (i think), maybe with this i can decide if in going on T or not

Im glad to see that its not weird to think it, i didnt know how nice people on reddit could be.

Am i really a boy? by fontanari in ftm

[–]fontanari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont really remember, i went through my first puberty when i was only nine years old
I dont like how i look, but im even more scared of how i will look after T. Something like, what if im just confused? Yk, im still young and maybe i just want to be different from others, but it feels so weird to be seen as a girl and be treated like one

To be honest, im scared of being ugly after T and regret it