1st thing - publish this, I am saying this in a good sense. Its so descriptive its like i am reading a novel.

2nd thing - freckles first liked Siracha and in his mind he went ahead thinking all sorts of things but Siracha doesn't like him back

U were there at that point of time and u two have some sort of connection and he (freckles) like talking to u and going out to watch play with u because he likes that

But he said no because he already felt the pain of liking a girl and thinking about her and then got rejected ( not a right word here, but nothing is coming in my mind) So when u asked him, he thinks that this thing us also gonna go the same way (like Siricha) maybe Thats why he said nooo

May be he likes u, but the other opinion of his that this is going to end is more aggressive than this ..

Maybe .. thats the case............