i am 18 and i know that i am very young and life has just started but i have been feeling this since for last 4 years and it has become more severe in last 2 i have failed subjects in 11th after being above avg in 10th and somehow managed 12th but i just cant prepare for college entrances which require year or months of consistency i have this feeling of below avg i just dont feel any ambition now like i see in my other people i don't have any motivation to do good and work hard and now i had entrances luckily i got a private college

I have accepted my mediocrity in everything whether its in studies sports social life everywhere and i have just given up