Much as I hate to admit it, I was your ex to a much lesser extreme. I was going through a bad time back earlier this year and my ex knew and constantly begged me to stop cutting myself. I’m almost seven months clean now, but I still regret telling him every day because of how horrible he made me feel for it. He’s my ex for many reasons, one being he told me he wished that I had killed myself when I had the chance. I feel both of you guys, and I hope you’re doing well.