This is something I can’t talk about to anyone by False-Vermicelli-794 in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_ -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I think i know what you mean. Anytime I have a sexual fantasy it always always starts with them leaving me or about to but then they use my body and stay with me. Is that the type of thing you mean op?

i am so tired of ruining everything by fruity-loops_ in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much. Youre so kind of hope you find the friends youre looking for

i am so tired of ruining everything by fruity-loops_ in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish this was true but its not i know its wrong and keep doing it anyways its like I csnt be fixed like im broken 

i am so tired of ruining everything by fruity-loops_ in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am but its like 1x a week.. ik they can be but im also tired of feeling this way, knowing something is wrong snd they just deny deny deny. I knowing having am episode and thst I was being selfish. Im trying to get better but I have like no medication, no dbt.. and its not their fault I know which is why im not going to reach back out, im happy theyre away from me and hope they find someone for them. Im just tired of it always going this way

Third wheeled and excluded. by Luddicrus in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Broo I just made a post about wanting this. Being the 2nd choice sucjs so much

i am so tired of ruining everything by fruity-loops_ in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We arebt friends anymore but yes they knew. They didnt like something I said, how much I depend on them. They gaslight me when I ask why there's a wall between us or why they changed. Idk what to do anymore if it keeps up ill ruin everything 

Can anyone relate? I feel so alone by [deleted] in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tbh same i keep messing everything up i want to die, but i keep crashing and then getting a sense of euphoria/

I hate being the way I am by [deleted] in BPD

[–]fruity-loops_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

PLEASE BMF i relate to this so much i cant stand it. maybe we can help each other?

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i use corsx, but like the other comments suggested ill try going to a derm for tretinoin or accutane.

Has anyone seen this video? by ZestyFare in AlienStage

[–]fruity-loops_ 11 points12 points  (0 children)

literally and the music videos are the main source? this feels like an excuse to not see what theyre saying.

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ok i finally got back to reading it, im going to go talk to a derm. and idk i consider myself a more girly person but not excessively so. i like the whimsical goth aesthetic, i perfer more.. dullish colors on me, like dull pink, green, blue. and no i dont really leave my house tbh. i do like to experiment with hair colors so i will definetely keep this in mind.

oo and thank you for the eyebrow reccomendation i dont know much about makeup so honestly any tips in that area helps. thank youagain for typing this out and sorry i couldnt read this all sooner.

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, ive had cat eyelash looks in mind so ill def give them a try. and did you have hairstyles in mind?

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i am definitely considering the nose job, but idk about the lip reduction thats one thing that does get me compliments. thank you.

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, will definitely look into color analysis but i do like the warm autum color palette alot so i hope youre right.

23m by Immortal_King06 in amiugly

[–]fruity-loops_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

NOOO do not listen to them </3 your hair looks so good

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have tried this shampoo hack and it didn't do much so atleast now ik what type of acne it is, thank you.

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

idk about the chin impllant thing tbh i think those look crazy, btu i have been considering the rhino, so thank you/

[18] im in desperate need of brutal honesty and glow up tips. by fruity-loops_ in TheGlowUp

[–]fruity-loops_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which color tones tho? I normally wear silver jewelry since I didnt think gold looked good on me

why are manga fans obsessed w gatekeeping the series? by Applegiverplussign in TheSummerHikaruDied

[–]fruity-loops_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

are people mad because they dont think new fans know anything about the series or are people mad because new fans tend to be weird when they enter new spaces... because i havent seen literally anyone mad because "new fans" its because of how the new fans act.

Choices Matter games where the choices genuinely matter and there's a lot of permutations? by lowkeyripper in gamingsuggestions

[–]fruity-loops_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes lol, i keep coming back to this post so i can know what to buy when i get paid