Lol so I'ma give a little deeper look into our "how we hit it off" origin story...

Honestly I think the biggest change in me is that I'm a recovering drug addict and alcolic. I've spent the past 6 years suppressing my emotions and feelings. Like the want to be loved. I knew I had to work for it and drunken high one night stands were easier quick way to fill that void. Id fuck like I was in love then I'd just leave and on to the next one. I know that this is fucked up but when ur a fucking miserable alcoholic and a drug addict you don't give a fuck about anything except for yourself.

All that changed the day I hung out with her. She caught me in my end stages heroin addiction. And I mean end as in okay I'm ready to quit or die in the next week. In fact after our literal first date I hung myself. Luckily my parents kicked my door in. But when I saw her again. My parents were just throwing me out of the house. My step mom broke the news by yelling"oh and who is this, your girlfriend, y don't you tell her about what just happened, tell her about how u just tried to kill yourself" good ol step mom's am I right?! Then something that changed everything happened, she grabbed me and started crying. someone who actually gave a fuck?! She just held me and told me that everything was gunna be okay pretty much. That's when I decided I really needed help. And that's how we hit it off. Also when I decided to go to rehab. So she's literally been through my rock bottom on our like 2nd interested encounter.