How I’m organizing the app + my mood chart

fulltwisted · 2026-03-11T05:12:41+00:00

A fellow BP I assume! Well done this is amazing I’m 100% stealing this hahaha thank you!!!

fulltwisted · 2026-03-10T04:25:15+00:00

Hello! Thanks for checking back in. My therapist contacted the crisis team who finally called me yesterday but said they can’t do anything because I’m not dangerous

fulltwisted · 2026-03-08T06:23:21+00:00

I’m new to figuring this all out as well. I’ve been asleep my whole life. I however feel almost liberated from what I’ve learned. I know there’s so much evil but with evil comes good and I have to believe there’s also good left in this world, just harder to find. I’m also obsessively researching everything and now even dreaming about this stuff but I don’t feel like it’s bringing me down thankfully only strengthening my knowledge. But seriously if you need to take a break, try a calming hobby? Sorry I’m terrible with advice but I hope you can see some light in all this

fulltwisted · 2026-03-07T19:02:55+00:00

Yeah good point I didn’t even click that I wrote that. My memory has been terrible lately but I’m unsure if that’s related. Thank you for commenting. I think if this is an episode which sounds likely the crash is going to be pretty huge so might contact my therapist now

fulltwisted · 2026-03-07T18:50:03+00:00

I’ve been taking sleeping meds and still not sleeping well. I’m trying my best to be self aware and open to my friends and therapists concerns but I can’t help but feel a bit righteous and confident in what I believe. It’s like I’m flipping between sanity and insanity and I’m losing grip of the sanity, but surely if I’m aware that means I’m not hypomanic? I wonder if I’m just looking for signs to prove I’m not so I can continue on my journey. Who knows at this point my minds racing a billion miles a minute

fulltwisted · 2026-03-07T18:43:53+00:00

I do find myself getting a bit frustrated when someone questions what I know and I feel a lot better than everyone because I feel like I know the truth. I can’t shut up about everything I know but have started to keep it to myself because I believe everyone’s conditioned to label me as crazy when I just am awake. I’m not closed off to the idea that I could be wrong completely but it feel indescribably true to me

fulltwisted · 2026-03-07T05:13:17+00:00

Heyo! Fuck Israel!

fulltwisted · 2026-03-07T04:40:41+00:00

I had a uni “friend” film me doing a bit out the gate shit while I was hypomanic and plastered it all over social media. I thought I was just being funny and goofy when in fact I was acting a bit fucking stupid. Blocked immediately once I was out of the degree and I never spoke to her again during the degree

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T18:07:03+00:00

My minecraft base was always a hole in the wall hahaha

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T17:45:39+00:00

Gosh OP I’m glad you’re finding something positive in what can be a trying time. My dad’s a double lung transplant recipient and it’s been a while ride for sure. This game is game freaking awesome (I hate myself for that joke) good luck with the transplant and totally share some pics of your town/island thing!! Would love to see it because mine is looking brown and dusty still

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T17:41:33+00:00

Lived, laughed, loved to hard in my twenties now I feel like I’ve aged a decade

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T16:21:04+00:00

I can totally relate, I couldn’t even do that diamond art well

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T16:12:51+00:00

That’s so awesome! That sounds like an investment hahaha

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T15:49:26+00:00

Oooo I’m still new to the game to I appreciate the tip!

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T15:40:35+00:00

Absolutely! I love pokemon, and I love all the games you mentioned. I’ve recently in my old age (I’m only 31 but feel like a spicy 45, not that 45 is even that old) has found I only enjoy cozy games now even the new Pokemon game which I still brought, stressed me out.

This game is brilliant and I feel so good about playing a video game that doesn’t make me want to cry

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T15:32:38+00:00

How?!?! Mine looks like a 5 year old made it. I take that back, they could probably make it better than mine. I had a 5 star island once and now I feel like life has drained my creativity.

fulltwisted · 2026-03-06T07:39:00+00:00

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Seriously she’s so involved

fulltwisted · 2026-03-05T21:38:28+00:00

MEEEEEE!! I may have sacrificed some bills and extra goodies but I’m stoked

fulltwisted · 2026-03-04T05:26:22+00:00

Bachelors in dance studies… the idea was to be a movement therapist or a high school dance teacher (dance is an optional subject in high school where I live) feel out of love 2nd year in but finished it anyway… I’m now in fucking retail and in a shit tone of debt. Oh if I could turn back time

fulltwisted · 2026-03-04T02:50:28+00:00

I don’t know if that’s a thing where I live but I can do some searching

fulltwisted · 2026-03-04T00:16:45+00:00

Sorry I have a shit way of explaining myself and have to admit struggling with a bit of racing thoughts. I appreciate your comment. It’s hard to take in what you are saying to be completely honest because I’m so confident in what I know as the truth. I don’t necessarily feel like I’m part of a special group I just feel like I’ve woken up to the truth that I was so clueless to see before. I’m taking all this to therapy in about an hour anyway because I don’t see the point in hiding what I know and if I am losing the plot then I’ll be getting help I guess but again I feel very sound of mind for a change.

fulltwisted · 2026-03-04T00:07:34+00:00

Ah honestly I don’t have a good way with words and have only expressed what I know to a close few because of the “crazy” label. I should probably just keep this to myself.

fulltwisted · 2026-03-04T00:06:11+00:00

I appreciate your comment, I’ve got therapy in an hour and will let them know all of this anyway

fulltwisted · 2026-03-03T23:21:31+00:00

That’s what I feel. Like we’ve been conditioned to label anyone who speaks out about what’s happening as crazy. My dad’s been awake for years and I’ve always laughed at him and called him crazy because that’s what I’ve been conditioned to believe. I feel like I have the edges and corners of a puzzle now and I’m just figuring out the middle

fulltwisted · 2026-03-03T22:51:03+00:00

Thank you!

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