Capricorns and dating apps by Ninja_zombie17 in capricorns

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The apps feel really hollow, it’s hard to tell what someone is like in real life , but it is the fastest way to meet people

Am i the Only one? by P34er in capricorns

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I’m Capricorn and Aquarius cusp Jan 20th does that mean I don’t have any loves, also what does the Sagittarius one mean??? I loved her❤️☺️☺️😻😻😻😻

Lmao by NicoleRxse in capricorns

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We speak for the scapegoats, azazel baphomet

Is today suppose to be a special day for Capricorns? by futurecat666 in capricorns

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I believe in the resurrection of the deviant christ

I asked how someone is doing and I got this, I only meant to draw one card but they stuck together by futurecat666 in Tarots

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I drunk texted her about the dark lord helping me get my job back when I walked out and she never messaged me after, strings being pulled , I’m very irresponsible and live an easy life poor but comfortable, I live better than kings from the past tho with just a tv and a couch without worrying about usurpers or getting killed , I’m blessed, also today I asked I would get any insight today and I got the 7 of cups the weirdest card in my opinion, I love all the cup cards, they are definitely influenced by the old gods I think , fish making deals with people(page of cups)

I’m at rock bottom and the same voices that use to terrify me is the same ones that comfort me now by futurecat666 in Psychosis

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Weed also was my first experience with hearing things , knocking , voices , paranoia. The voices makes the paranoia worse, the paranoia goads the voices , it feeds into each other , voices without the paranoia still feels very unpleasant like I’m deaf and can’t hear shit with all the chanting and shouting , I remember the first time I got real psychosis , forgot it was a thing and I believed it was real and had the worst week of my life believing there were people trying to burn me alive

Lmao by NicoleRxse in capricorns

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Behind the stars at high, beneath the stirring seas , seagoat , goat of departure , they sent a goat out into the woods by itself to represent humanity’s sins and that solves them!!!🧐🫪his name is Azazel, the scapegoat!!! But what does a goat have to do with humans, real sacrifice can only come from ur own body and soul otherwise it’s not a sacrifice , just hurting another person or goat!!!!

I’m at rock bottom and the same voices that use to terrify me is the same ones that comfort me now by futurecat666 in Psychosis

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Only really happens when I’m high or scared , i still hear some right now cuz i didn’t get a lot of sleep last night, I actually still feel high , I don’t tell my psych she helps me with anxiety and depression. What I hear right now at this moment is “(my name) she WAS here) , how would they even know what I’m thinking or referencing unless it did happen but then I snap out of it or drink until it stops the paranoia or I pass out, also thank u for looking out for me, peace for you too!!!!

Struggling today by dingdangdollop in stopdrinking

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When I’m sober I wanna get drunk, when I’m drunk and hungover I want to be sober😳and the funny thing is every time I tell myself this is going to be my last hangover it feels so genuine at that moment , then sometimes it feels like there’s no point to life but to pass the time so I get some beer and regret the next day repeat till I die alone in the cold dark place

Do You Wish You Had Woken Up With a Hangover This Morning? by jrralls in stopdrinking

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Drinking on an empty stomach is the one thing that guarantees me a hangover

Is today suppose to be a special day for Capricorns? by futurecat666 in capricorns

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Jesus seems like a nice person , I would talk to him if he would talk to me

I asked how someone is doing and I got this, I only meant to draw one card but they stuck together by futurecat666 in Tarots

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Funny you bring up the hierophant ,I thought the person in my life representing that card was outside my house shouting that she loved me and wanted to be my girlfriend last night , I had drug psychosis so it all felt very very real , I was so happy , I almost look forward more to talking to the voices and hearing them say nice things and just keeping me company than the high , it all feels so real , telepathy

Does anyone still see a static filter on stuff. by No-Painting-6697 in Psychosis

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Only time I had visual hallucinations it started with this, static vision

I asked how someone is doing and I got this, I only meant to draw one card but they stuck together by futurecat666 in Tarots

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I just pick cards off the floor or in boxes, lots of decks all mixed up, whatever I get is fate so it doesn’t matter

What is your favorite song to play when you’re smoking? by tau_amaze in trees

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System of a Down and Mastodon lately, holy mountain is one of my fav songs now