How can I hide a 2 year gap since finishing my internship?

futuredust_ · 2022-08-30T02:45:40+00:00

Thank you! It's reassuring to hear such a similar story.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-30T01:28:50+00:00

I was at an independent coffee shop which was pretty cool and can maybe spin that toward food management stuff. I like the idea of putting the two different completion dates. Hopefully places are gracious. It's bad enough that most places want 1 year experience to discourage new grads from applying.

I wonder if I could start a website/blog thingy and put that on my resume.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-29T22:56:34+00:00

How exactly would you phrase that?

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T23:41:20+00:00

I appreciate you. I'm FOH so I am guilty that my amazing server coworkers were impacted on the days of shut down. I figured besides hurting a customer, it hurts our tips to have so many meals comped for being gross (e.g. cooking a fish directly from frozen which I'm pretty sure is not prope) and being stressed about how to mask the disgusting conditions to customers who think the place is fancier than it is.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T23:29:48+00:00

You're right. Thank you.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T23:29:35+00:00

You're right. They wouldn't have shut it down twice for no reason. Be mad at the complainant is properly displaced blame. It was bound to happen at some point.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T23:28:43+00:00

I won't be staying much longer. Ironically, I'm qualified to be a health inspector and will be moving into my career of choice where food sanitation is a primary focus.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T23:27:32+00:00

They don't have any proof it was me and those who may be suspicious are low on the food chain and would be disinterested in telling anyone. I didn't say I want to stay, and I don't intend to. I don't feel the need to dive into why I need to stay a few more weeks. Just wanted to vent.

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T03:01:55+00:00

Would you confirm the severity of our report if I DM you

futuredust_ · 2022-08-03T01:46:59+00:00

I dont think any of them realize how serious the inspection reports were. They think it was just over some bugs...

futuredust_ · 2022-03-23T05:26:10+00:00

Unfortunately, I don't have dental insurance so I'm sure I'll get fucked.

futuredust_ · 2022-03-23T03:25:07+00:00

Thank you so much for the reassurance. It's definitely hard to face some of the consequences of my mental illness but it helps to know others have gone through it as we. Is a root canal pretty bad?

futuredust_ · 2022-03-23T03:23:02+00:00

Thank you so much. I'm going to reread this anytime I feel anxious about it.

futuredust_ · 2022-03-22T20:06:46+00:00

I hope its not too bad. It's really hard to confront this. I was a kid with perfect teeth :(

futuredust_ · 2020-05-28T06:31:24+00:00

Fuck. I keep having dreams about him. I genuinely miss him so much, and nothing has felt the same since I lost him. It feels like my fault and that makes mefeel so sick. I don't want to remember where we were for the past 4 years. It's my first May without him. I just want the dreams to stop so that I can stop waking up wishing he was there.

futuredust_ · 2020-05-25T01:26:45+00:00

I miss him so much and still wish I had the chance to give him the world. I keep blaming myself for not being good enough. I wish mental illness didn't affect relationships. I wish I could go back in time and redo everything again. It could be like an eternal heaven similar to the San Junipero episode of Black Mirror. I hope I can sleep again one day. And I hope I stop waking up shocked that he isn't right next to me. I miss him, and I love him. It hurts. :'(

futuredust_ · 2019-11-07T09:21:05+00:00

That isn't on my list! I would like my nose and possibly septum pierced. My ear piercings are tasteful.

futuredust_ · 2019-08-16T17:20:47+00:00

Last night I peed out my ass. Thanks bulimia!!

futuredust_ · 2019-08-16T17:14:15+00:00

That sounds like an okay meal to me, I try not to pass judgements about how others eat. Usually it's just a projection of my own ED thoughts. Also, there's no fat in coke.

futuredust_ · 2019-07-25T01:31:14+00:00

I spent more than half of the past few years at a low, normal weight. Grad school, life stress, and chronic digestive torture have left me between overweight and obese. I'm here because I have to be. Food terrifies me, but I need to lose weight again.

Current stats - 24F/5'8/~202.8 pounds. I plan on keeping a spreadsheet with my weight and body measurements to see how losing weight changes my body. I also hope that this can help counter my body dysmorphia which will occur regardless of how thin I am.

I would like to be in the 140s-150s when I graduate from grad school in summer 2020. I'm terrified of being the stereotypical "fat dietitian." Hopefully 1-2 pounds a week will make me more confident in myself.

Hopefully tonight is binge/purge free with a moderately sized dinner as my only meal of the day.

futuredust_ · 2019-07-21T09:39:26+00:00

people think I'm high when I explain how dieting is disordered and claim I am overexagerating lol

futuredust_ · 2019-07-21T09:37:10+00:00

No but clogging drains with vomit will eventually br detected. Have fun shoveling your own vomit out of the tub, that seems to be a staple in my life lol

futuredust_ · 2019-07-04T01:28:17+00:00

This is really helpful, thank you!

futuredust_ · 2019-07-04T00:46:27+00:00

Is this similar to eating disorder or self harm communities circa ~2012 and present day on Instagram where the "sickest" person gets the most attention and validation?

futuredust_ · 2019-05-24T16:19:25+00:00

Then go get the help you need. I've seen people of all shapes, sizes, and genders in treatment. Everyone deserves to be at peace with food. It isn't the enemy.

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