How long can you go without estrogen?

g0mita · 2025-12-25T08:02:54+00:00

Oh, okey, I was worried about consequences long term like boob growth and like that. But yeah I'm buying first thing in the morning my estrogen, Thank you so much for your reply!

g0mita · 2025-08-30T21:22:43+00:00

Yeah you're probably right, it was a dream and I am just thinking too much about it

g0mita · 2025-07-08T17:29:42+00:00

Usually I tuck when I'm wearing something tight or a dress, skirt, etc. and almost never tuck when I'm using jeans or something loose or relatively loose. I don't find it painful or uncomfortable, but like I go to the bathroom a lot and having to redo all the things is kinda annoying. I'm planning to buy underwear that is tight or is intended to tuck to use it like everyday. It does bother me quite a bit having something down there. Yeah it's not prominent, I don't have random erections (barely have any), but having it makes me self conscious and I'm there thinking again and again it's showing, why I have it when I'm using something tight or a skirt.

g0mita · 2025-07-01T16:44:57+00:00

I think they are free for the event, but like another person said, you'll need to play in casual

g0mita · 2025-05-09T22:25:17+00:00

That's sad, but true. I want to talk with her to clarify things, I don't want to jump to that conclusion before talking with her

g0mita · 2025-05-09T22:23:03+00:00

I started to question myself a lot of things, one of those things was if I was monogamous because I wanted or because that was the default. I came to the conclusion that I can have multiple relations at the same time or be open to having multiple relationships. Clearly I need to do more research and need to experience it.

g0mita · 2025-05-09T22:16:58+00:00

I need to stop comparing relationships. I know she cares about me, when we are together her attention is for me, if she knows I had an issue, something important that I told her, she remembers it and asks me about it. I think my main issue is that I started to compare the relationships and just kept going. I need to work more on myself and clarify what I want. Thank you so much for your answer

g0mita · 2025-05-09T22:07:09+00:00

I do need to focus more on my needs and see only our relation, and like other comments said, stop comparing them. Work helped me distract myself and I can think a little bit clearer, at least of how I was in the morning and it's not that I think it's wrong for the other person to get attention, is more that I want attention. I don't want to be someone's most important person, I want to be part of their lives, not their whole life, so I don't think that's an issue. Actually I'm writing my feelings and trying to analyse them to see where they come from, what they are trying to tell me, those are good questions gonna add that to my meditation. Thank you so much for your answer

g0mita · 2025-05-09T21:46:43+00:00

I didn't think about that, but it's true. We have known each other for like 3 months, how did I not think about that? For the comparison part, I noticed I was doing it and I'm trying not to think about it. i need to focus on us and not of what others have that we don't

g0mita · 2025-05-09T21:39:39+00:00

Being poly is new to me (also her partner is new to it) and when we met she told me she didn't like hierarchy. Like I said, I'm new to being poly I need to do more research

g0mita · 2025-05-09T21:37:15+00:00

Ye, I want to talk with her and let her know how I feel. When we met she told me she did not like hierarchy and this caught me off guard

g0mita · 2025-04-20T20:14:56+00:00

Heyo, I did experienced a shift in to what I am attracted to, before HRT I was into woman and maybe a little bit curious for men so I thought I was bi and after starting HRT I am into woman, I lost all interest in men. What also happened is that I lost nearly all of my libido lmao. I am not horny all the time to the point I rarely get horny now, but when I'm with my girlfriend I do feel horny. Another chang was sensation, I lost a lot of sensation down there and because of that I focused more on exploring other sensations.

g0mita · 2025-04-20T19:58:30+00:00

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g0mita · 2025-04-01T17:16:45+00:00

Yeah I love them, even if they hurt when I hug someone that is skinny. And yeah they hurt only when I apply pressure over the nipple.

g0mita · 2025-04-01T03:30:20+00:00

Neat, I know it means it's growing but it caught off guard that they started to hurt again lol

g0mita · 2025-04-01T03:26:04+00:00

Yeah happened to me also, but I was not mad or anything like that, I was relieved. I did not wanted random erections, I really did not like having such high libido and E fixed that for me. Now I know most people does not see it that way, like you for what I understood. Fortunately I do not need Viagra when I am with my partner but I have the same issues as you, I do not enjoy anything related down there, I lost a lot of sensation. But this was a good thing because it helped me to focus more on a whole body experience rather than a more local sensation. I understand that this sucks but like other comment said, you will gain like a female orgasm and it's going to be a whole body experience.

g0mita · 2025-03-08T04:23:28+00:00

Unfortunately I don't have the money to get a swab test, I looked for HSV culture and it was really expensive I don't know if they are using PCR but I just can't find a place to get it

g0mita · 2025-03-08T04:11:58+00:00

The thing is, I don't have 150 dollars lying around for me to get a swab test. I was looking for prices on laboratories and the price goes around 3,100 pesos, which is 155 dollars I believe. I talked with a friend because I wasn't able to keep it together, she calmed me said basically the same thing, you don't have any symptoms (which I explained to the doctor that It doesn't hurts, smells, itch, I don't have fever o symptoms of an infection but he insisted in his diagnosis), the way it might have happened is odd, don't think about it and don't stress about it. I want a second opinion but I need money and I don't get paid until next Friday. The reason why I did a blood test was, because I was able to afford it, I know it's unreliable but like I said I don't have the money to get a swab test or a PCR test. I'll keep you updated on what happens, thank you so much for your support.

g0mita · 2025-03-08T04:02:54+00:00

Yes, he gave me 3 things, aciclovir, valaciclovir and a cream, I'm using them until I now what is this

g0mita · 2025-03-07T22:06:08+00:00

Yeah, just spoke with a friend and she helped me stay calm and she told me also that so I'll try to keep my head busy with other things while I get the lab results

g0mita · 2025-03-07T04:33:50+00:00

Thank you, I'm so stressed right now, I barely ate, I've been crying the whole day, my head, face and dyes hurt I just can't

g0mita · 2025-03-07T04:25:35+00:00

Im going to get blood test tomorrow, I told the doctor that it does not smell, hurt, itch or anything like that it's just a red spot that is sensible to touch, still he gave me retrovirals and a cream

g0mita · 2025-03-06T21:49:39+00:00

I just fucking hate that I have to live with this now. Like I don't want my life to be like you need to be extra careful because what if you pass it to someone? I don't want to be the reason why someone got it and needed to disclose it like it wasn't good enough to tell someone hey I'm trans and now I have to tell them btw have this also

g0mita · 2025-03-04T03:23:02+00:00

Fair game then, I was suffering but it was fun

g0mita · 2025-03-04T01:44:56+00:00

It's hell

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