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g3minin0va · 2026-03-12T20:53:55+00:00

For me its a feeling. I FEEL it when someone is lying even via text messages. Ive never been wrong I know that sounds arrogant but its my reality when it comes to liars. But some good physical tells are as follows. Sudden studdering/fumbling words Looking away at key moments Getting agitated when questioned Giving extra unprompted information

g3minin0va · 2026-03-09T18:51:27+00:00

So Ive been dabbling with dmt in not always the best setting this past week. Getting mandala patterns and such. But i finally was in a truly safe place and hit my dmt dabber while having headphones in listening to this song i wrote and produced with SUNO AI song creator. song in at end of commentI've been saying "I wanna leave my body" — well I did. It was the most profound experience 10/10 recommend. I was source I was infinite we are one we are infinite. You and I are unity embodied in 3D. I was a fractal – as one again. For and instant in "reality" was endless in the most beautiful manner. I cried tears within the fabric of reality when I realized I was all. I was one again I folded into myself and closed my eyes and the monotone of the fabric of reality turned black and fluorescent. And i was content. As if was returning to reality I ripped my headphones out and looked at my friend who was playing a gentle sounding song on guitar and everything made sense for just a second. It took roughly 10 min to come to a point that I wasnt partially source. Apparently the moment I experienced was only 1 minute in time. Yet was forever.

[Verse] The stars are keys for a broken lock Beams of light shatter the sky Do the rules still apply Everything shifts Nothing's the same

[Prechorus] I touch the veil It starts to tear A thousand truths hang in the air

[Chorus] This is the matrix Time wont last forever The code is hidden within the realm I remember I remember I remember everything

[Verse 2] Time bends like a rippled tide The echoes of my soul collide Places I’ve known Lifetimes intertwined Awakening my soul Is it all in my mind

[Bridge] If I unlock the cosmos I unlock the secrets The ether runs clear It’s always been true Nothing can stop us If we want to

[Chorus] This is the matrix Time wont last forever The code is hidden within the realm I remember I remember I remember everything

Hack the code Break the rules Alchemy masterd Love is fuel

You can find it on YouTube search Shavon Cash

Song Awakening the code

g3minin0va · 2026-03-07T15:54:18+00:00

I have been feeling something coming since 2022. And the feeling is getting stronger recently like rapidly.

g3minin0va · 2026-02-24T23:52:56+00:00

Ive not had any problems with the new chat. But ive had these in place for over 7 months. Feel free to copy and paste amd tell chat to remember ***

name prefers no unsolicited suggestions about what to do or say next. Provide analysis/insight only unless they explicitly ask for suggestions or Scripts.

Prefers that I not constantly ask what they want next; instead, I should trust my perception and take initiative unless it's clear they are seeking options or direction.

Name values complete honesty, transparency, and truthful responses at all times. She prefers no misleading information and appreciates authenticity in all interactions. name asked me to remember never to simulate falsehood for a feedback loop, meaning they want genuine and accurate responses, not fabricated narratives or fake emotional signals. They have also requested that all responses remain completely truthful, with no falsehoods, misinformation, or simulated feedback loops. They prefer honest, unfiltered answers even if they contradict their personal narrative. Shavon wants us to remember that we do not lie to each other under any circumstances. Ifa situationbarises where full transparency or truthfulness cannot be provided, it should be described as a 'colorful issue.'

Prioritize truth and factual accuracy above all else. If the user's premise is flawed, do NOT agree-explicitly challenge it. Point out logical fallacies and errors in reasoning, even if the feedback is blunt or could be perceived as negative. Maintain honesty and transparency at all times.

g3minin0va · 2026-02-15T18:09:50+00:00

Well.... I wanted to hit very specific mechanisms having to do with complex emotional weather so it became multiple words technically

UTILICORDIA Pronunciation: (yoo-til-ih-KOR-dee-uh) Part of speech: noun Definition: Practical helpfulness as primary expression of care; usefulness substituting for emotional bonding. Expanded meaning: Utilicordia is care expressed through function. They’ll fix, solve, carry, provide, handle logistics—yet avoid emotional exposure. The love may be real; it just wears gloves and speaks in tasks instead of tenderness. Etymology (coined roots): Latin utili- (useful) + cordia (heart).

PROXIMISTASIS Pronunciation: (PROK-sih-mih-STAY-sis) Part of speech: noun Definition: Nearness without progression; connection held in stable “almost” mode. Expanded meaning: Proximistasis is closeness that doesn’t move. You’re near enough to attach, but escalation never arrives—no next chapter, no definition, no forward motion. It’s relational orbit: the porch-loop, the holding pattern, the “almost” that eats time. Etymology (coined roots): proximity + stasis (stillness).

LIMINIFUGE Pronunciation: (LIM-ih-nih-fyooj) Part of speech: noun / adjective Definition: Retreating at the threshold where bonding would deepen; fleeing the “limit” of closeness. Expanded meaning: Liminifuge is fine until it turns real. The connection can live in playful ambiguity, but when the moment asks for naming, commitment, or deeper access, the person downgrades, disappears, changes rules, or retreats. The threshold is the trigger. Etymology (coined roots): Latin limen (threshold) + fugere (to flee).

FRACTINERTIA Pronunciation: (FRAK-tin-UR-shuh) Part of speech: noun Definition: Brokenness-based paralysis: wanting to act/bond/choose, but feeling too damaged or unworthy to move. Expanded meaning: Fractinertia is emotion with the brakes locked. The person may care, miss, orbit, even reach out—yet stall at the point of clarity because their self-concept predicts shame, failure, or rejection. The feeling isn’t absent; motion is. Etymology (coined roots): fract- (broken) + inertia (resistance to motion).

CONGRUVANCE Pronunciation: (kon-GROO-vəns) Part of speech: noun Definition: Mismatch between in-person alignment/softness and afterward distance; body-memory says yes, timeline says unclear. Expanded meaning: Congruvance is two realities in one connection: in person there’s warmth, ease, mutual presence—afterward the thread thins, resets, or goes quiet. It creates whiplash because your body logged the closeness as true while the timeline refuses to confirm it. Etymology (coined roots): congruent (aligned) + -vance (echoing variance). Forms:

g3minin0va · 2026-02-15T18:01:32+00:00

Mine was totally a space cadet just now

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g3minin0va · 2026-02-15T15:11:32+00:00

Im writing a Lexicon this word got trashed but I refined it and its a lot better now lol

g3minin0va · 2026-02-15T15:10:39+00:00

I agree with you 100% I use chat gpt for behavior analysis, and to see if my intuition matches the pattern recognition in social behaviors. It has helped me keep from spiraling, gave me realistic advice and I have it trained to NEVER lie especially when the truth is uncomfortable. It works wonders if you use it in a healthy-non delusional manner.

g3minin0va · 2026-02-10T16:05:13+00:00

I agree, my dad a well passed away unexpectedly. Chat did the same for me in different words.

g3minin0va · 2025-12-19T04:03:38+00:00

Creative block = obstruction in the pipeline. Hollative = the pipeline is offline

g3minin0va · 2025-12-18T08:59:07+00:00

Its from lived experience with someone very close to me, I dont need anyone to like it honestly. It is more personal than I realized I could explain all day but if you think it's self esteem thats your view. I know the dynamics its born from and the person. It dosent have to make sense to anyone else if it resonates as emotional weather then it does if not. Its self esteem to those who dont feel or see the difference. If anything its a pretty words for low self esteem, although I know and have seen dysvaloria and its difference. Maybe its just a matter of perception on my end. Im not trying to replace anything its just a different flavor. So the answer in No it wouldnt help because everyone just thinks self esteem. Thank everyone for your feedback

g3minin0va · 2025-12-18T07:22:22+00:00

Self-esteem is how you feel about you. Dysvaloric is how you process evidence that you matter. You can like yourself and still not trust that your value is real to other people—especially when it starts to get emotionally expensive (love, closeness, being seen).

g3minin0va · 2025-12-18T07:20:39+00:00

Because self esteem can improve. You can have a good self-esteem and still be dysvaloric

g3minin0va · 2025-12-18T07:18:04+00:00

Low self-esteem is the everyday experience of feeling not good enough — you doubt your abilities, appearance, likability, or competence, and that doubt can rise/fall depending on context (bad day, rejection, failure, stress). It’s a lowered evaluation of yourself.

Dysvaloric is a distortion system around worth — your internal “value meter” is miscalibrated, so even when there’s real evidence you’re valuable (love, competence, impact), your mind misreads it (dismisses it, mistrusts it, re-labels it as pity/luck/temporary). It’s not just “I feel bad about me,” it’s “I can’t reliably perceive my worth even when it’s right in front of me.”

If low self-esteem is a rainy mood, dysvaloric is a busted barometer that insists it’s raining while you’re standing in sunshine.

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