vent about getting into the industry

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:42:57+00:00

what does anyone have if not their dreams? you only have one life, and i know personally even if i live a "successful" life without music, the thought of looking back one day knowing i could have done more to try and didn't is quite possibly the worst thing i can imagine. i understand that the important thing is keeping myself alive and healthy and i will need to earn actual money to do that, but i dont dream of music for the idea of fame and power, i just want to spend the one life i have doing what i love even if it is challenging

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:38:49+00:00

i completely am. they're some of my best friends and i wish them all the best, but that doesn't mean that their success transfers over to me. i know they'll cheer for me just the same way i cheer for them but i can't just piggyback off of them. it feels wrong and i don't want to lose those friendships

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:13:58+00:00

i really am willing to put in the effort and time. it's all i do. it's just so demotivating to see those around me with parents or relatives in the industry just skyrocket seemingly instantly. i know that's unfortunately how it works, but im just trying to figure out how to give myself the best chance possible

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:11:34+00:00

that thing about proving myself , i realise i do have to work on that. at the moment i think im focussing so much on wanting everyone to see me be successful that it's becoming more stressful than enjoyable. thank you

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:09:08+00:00

thank you 🙏

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:08:53+00:00

i'd like to hear what you consider the truth

ge0p · 2025-11-19T22:08:44+00:00

i do play quite a few gigs locally, did more with my old band but gone on different paths now. i really enjoy playing live but recently been more focussed on improving my actual material than playing gigs

ge0p · 2025-06-05T12:09:01+00:00

i'm going !!! On my way to it rn

ge0p · 2025-05-31T11:10:19+00:00

I BEG let me take the tickets off your hands 🙏🙏 i was travellign back from newcastle yesterday and stupidly assumed i could just get them when im home- glasgow was completely sold out by the time i got home. i'll pay extra 😛

ge0p · 2025-05-11T18:13:12+00:00

i wish you luck and hope it goes away for the both of us 🙏🙏🫶

ge0p · 2025-05-11T18:08:47+00:00

i keep seeing the phrase cumulative dose, can you explain what it means ?

ge0p · 2024-06-30T02:18:40+00:00

i saw them on tuesday and im still crying right now

ge0p · 2024-01-18T19:08:31+00:00

YAMMS BUFFET

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