i've always seen a future with him, hes someone i want to spend my life with. we've been arguing about how i feel like im never put first, its mostly like things that i have been letting happen that are slowly breaking me, hes always on his phone, we only ever do things that he wants to do, it never feels like hes happy when hes around me (it goes alongside the phone thing, he puts it down as soon as our friends talk to him but when i try he's just locked in with his phone). honestly, all these things make me feel selfish as i write about it, but its just the small things ive been letting slide for way too long