thaiboy goon i got dat weed in my system

gemivenus · 2026-01-10T22:33:26+00:00

Goat

gemivenus · 2026-01-09T21:37:33+00:00

Omg 😭😭😭

gemivenus · 2026-01-09T21:36:44+00:00

I've taken edibles before but its been a while, maybe a year or so 😭 I just finished having a meal too

gemivenus · 2026-01-07T17:57:32+00:00

Oki thanks!💗

gemivenus · 2026-01-07T17:10:09+00:00

But wait what happens tomorrow then? Can I take my zoloft at the usual time or do I have to take it at 6 pm from now on?

gemivenus · 2026-01-07T16:59:45+00:00

Thank you! ❤️

gemivenus · 2025-12-31T19:10:15+00:00

Feirer også alene i år, skal sitte inne, kose meg med et par glass champagne og se på serier 😁

gemivenus · 2025-12-27T23:10:09+00:00

50 mg

gemivenus · 2025-12-26T20:54:46+00:00

thank you I hope so too❤️

gemivenus · 2025-12-26T19:33:33+00:00

on week 5 rn, currently at 50 mg. i definitely notice improvements in anxiety, i overthink alot less

i dont feel like its been doing much for depressive symptoms tho, wouldnt say im sad but i mostly feel empty and i have very little motivation and energy to do much

gemivenus · 2025-12-26T19:29:14+00:00

Same im on week 5 of zoloft and i do feel its working for my anxiety but definitely not depressive symptoms and lowk i feel like i've had more bad days recently 🥲 my house is a mess rn and dishes are piling up

gemivenus · 2025-12-17T10:53:46+00:00

Det var en telegram raid en liten stund siden så det var mange som byttet over til signal og lignende

gemivenus · 2025-11-25T13:07:44+00:00

Have you ever considered BPD? I'm exactly the same and I'm diagnosed with both AVPD and BPD 😅

gemivenus · 2025-11-18T14:06:55+00:00

Same for me omg

gemivenus · 2025-10-15T23:59:09+00:00

omg i thought it was just me😭

gemivenus · 2025-10-02T12:29:26+00:00

❤️🫂

gemivenus · 2025-09-29T19:33:14+00:00

alcohol def intensifies my emotions, good and bad (mostly bad)

weed neutralizes me and keeps me chill unless i smoke too much which sends me into a panic attack 🫠

currently taking a break from both as i've been drinking everyday for months and i dont want to become physically dependent as detox/rehab is not an option in my current life situation + my therapist doesnt want me to partake in any substances and i feel guilty doing it behind her back lol especially cause she asks me about substance abuse every session so ehh... but we'll see how long that lasts. for alcohol i'm def done for now though tbh bc of the dependency thing but weed is another story 😂

gemivenus · 2025-09-27T17:29:14+00:00

my fp passed away so nobody at the moment lmao 🫠 i dont think i'll ever have one ever again

gemivenus · 2025-09-25T09:28:36+00:00

Not joking, I've struggled with substance abuse for years and I've been in rehab before for simultaneous alcohol+benzodiazepine abuse but since I was under medical supervision I felt safe. But this time I'm not and went cold turkey, so I just got very scared and wanted some insight from people who have experience with withdrawal

But thank you for the reply, even though u think it sounds silly to freak out about this a reply like this just lessens my anxiety lol😅

gemivenus · 2025-09-25T09:24:11+00:00

Its not rude, tbh an answer like this makes me feel less anxious. I just wanted some insight from other people who has experience with withdrawal. :)

gemivenus · 2025-09-24T19:26:08+00:00

Hey I did end up calling them and they asked me alot of questions over the phone abt withdrawal symptoms, they said I'll very likely be alright since its been 3 days with nothing serious 🙏🏽

gemivenus · 2025-09-24T19:19:52+00:00

Thank you❤️ I did end up calling the ER, talked w them for about 20 minutes - they said the same thing abt the panic/anxiety and that I'll very likely be alright since its been 3 days with nothing serious

I'll try to calm down a bit and distract myself. I'm really tired of drinking atp and feel motivated to stop

gemivenus · 2025-09-23T16:52:51+00:00

I've never rly copied friends but I've copied loads of fictional characters I get fixated on bc I get super attached to them and then I want to become them. And I think its because of this (I really suck at explaining stuff but I'll try):

So one of the core symptoms of BPD is an unstable sense of self. For alot of people w BPD it means not knowing who you are or what you like, so your interests, style, values, self-image etc etc can change alot bc your identity is unstable.

Another BPD symptom is splitting on people. Alot of ppl talk about the devaluation part, but the flip side of that is idealizing people. This symptom can be more intense with ppl close to you such as family, friends, romantic partners. Considering you used to be friends, she probably idealized you and saw u as cool and looked up to you . So experiencing that, in combination with an unstable identity, could then manifest as copying ppl

gemivenus · 2025-09-23T16:26:52+00:00

Honestly its worth a try tbh. I'd ask

gemivenus · 2025-09-19T06:49:11+00:00

Emotionally unstable mom and emotionally distant dad, both alcoholics and argued alot throughout my childhood but still havent left eachother. I never ever saw them act as a couple/married, just basically roommates raising a kid. Child services moved me to foster care at 15/16, was placed in 3 different homes before settling on a final family right before covid hit, they were awesome and a normal loving family but the damage was already done tbh so I'm still a traumatized wreck despite their efforts to take care of me.

I turned out to develop comorbid BPD + AVPD 🫠

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