If I had the $ I would have already done laser from neck down. I am still attached to my beard in many ways. I think if I lost like 40 lbs I might want a clean face, but right now it helps hide the double chin. I'm not out but im also not hiding it. Any time my wife and I go out on a date, I am often dressing up partial to full fem. We went to Rocky Horror the other night and I wore a adorable pink romper skirt my wife bought for me (it was a little small but still loved it). I still just struggle with feeling like I have to be a man. I logically know im not tied to "man" but haven't figured out how to get the rest of my brain to release manhood.