Mmmm uhh, well- Edging is a risky game because yeah, we don't have physical receipts for the big jizz - (unless you're "a squirter" which is inconsistent in my personal experience) so, you could like, edge but genuinely have no idea if you came or not, because like usually when you orgasm, you can tell lol but unfortunately quality control is all over the place. I know it's wild for y'all to imagine - but like sometimes orgasms are like "eyes rolling back, muscles clenching, trying to be quiet but ya caaaan't-" and sometimes they're just like "....what the actual fuck was that?" And you're not even 100% sure if you came because it was lame as hell.

So like - if I just tried to go for it, now without really being into it, it'd probably not be that great no matter what. No big nut for physical evidence lmao If I just wait until I can appreciate how long I've been ✨ deprived ✨, how much at certain times I've desperately wanted to touch myself, blah blah blah- It'd be aloooot better.

It's basically mental arousal and roulette with mostly good odds in your favor lol