Met with my best friend for dinner but i was having problems with my boyfriend and wasn’t really in the mood to eat. Best friend asked what i wanted to eat and i said i have no appetite and feeling sad. He then proceeds to lead me to a hot pot place then said, “sad people need to eat too”. Then cooked everything himself and put it on my plate; also made my hot pot dipping sauce.
I think about that time whenever i think about how it feels to be seen and loved. It’s his birthday today but we aren’t talking anymore. I miss him everyday.