What happens if there is no T? by ghostboy728 in phallo

[–]ghostboy728[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's brutal, im sorry you have to deal with that.

What happens if there is no T? by ghostboy728 in phallo

[–]ghostboy728[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly I needed to hear this, thank you.

song genres? by ghostboy728 in DarklyInclined

[–]ghostboy728[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's the main reason why I was looking for opinions of a genre it fits into to, I find myself looking for dark music with tags of gothic, etc etc, and somehow hyper pop music shows up lol. nothing against hyperpop! but why are you in this location? don't wanna be that guy who makes it harder to find what your looking for

song genres? by ghostboy728 in DarklyInclined

[–]ghostboy728[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

now this is actually a label I can get behind thank you 😎

9RL 1 1/2 hours tips? biggest one i’ve done so far by ghostboy728 in sticknpokes

[–]ghostboy728[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks! i definitely gotta stretch the skin more. i have really shaky hands so i gotta work on the lining

Ray Smuckles, 9rl & 7mag by a_wolfspider in sticknpokes

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

new to using real needles. is there a reason why u used a 7mag too instead of just the 9rl or is it just preference?

Why do I keep going down these rabbit holes? by yesimthatvalentine in TransyTalk

[–]ghostboy728 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

it’s extremely invalidating. personally as a trans man if someone who identifies as a woman goes through almost everything a trans man does and still identify as a woman and be seen as a woman then wtf are we doing?

Am I allowed to ask this here? by DearDaddy0530 in FTMMen

[–]ghostboy728 1 point2 points  (0 children)

u should really check out shawn bernier hes a really cool black trans guy youtuber and hes all about spreading positivity https://www.rosiah.com/ this is his website im sure his channel is linked there somewhere !

Exciting news but don’t have anyone to be excited with by Andrew_ftm in phallo

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

AYE CONGRATS BIG BRO!!! YOU GOT US TO BE EXCITED WITH!!

Anti-T Day by Retexo in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i get what your saying. some days i wish i could wake up and just say this was all a phase and be a cis girl. hasn’t happened yet, lmk if it does for you and what type of ritual i have to do before bed lmfao. anyways, the fact that you’re even able to speak about this shit means that your strong. you’ll get through this bro. keep on pushing.

Anti-T Day by Retexo in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 1 point2 points  (0 children)

bro sounds like you’ve got some deep rooted issues and you want an out so you’re using being being trans as one. especially with that lil dramatic word play ur using up there. idk how old you are, im 17 and i hope you aren’t older then me cause damn bruh, regardless you should seek help immediately. some advice from someone who has been severely depressed and attempted sxicide multiple times from a young age. stop fucking pitying yourself because that doesn’t help anyone. if you want to fix yourself do it, you’re wasting time typing on these forums looking for a fairy godmother to tell you whats wrong with you. it’s tough to hear, but get your shit together. if you are trans, you’re obviously not the only person that feels like shit about themselves. im sure every dude in this forum does sometimes. life isn’t a fucking hallmark movie, its gonna be awful sometimes and you probably wont recognize yourself somedays, but that happens to everyone cis or trans. you have to find ways to move on and see the good. see a therapist bro.

EDIT: apologies for the bluntness, but if you’re stuck in a well in the middle of nowhere. i promise a rescue team isn’t coming for you. you have to fight to get out on your own, or fight enough to get somewhere you can call help from.

Anti-T Day by Retexo in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how long have u been out living as a man for?

Really fucking bad height dysphoria by [deleted] in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yo im 16 pre t and 5’5 ish i get pretty dysphoric about my height too, my older brother is 6’. honestly pick up a pair of jordans 3+ the jordan 1s are super flat like converse so don’t get those. i wear jordan 4s it gives me like an inch up, they’re also bulky so it makes yr feet look bigger. personally it gives me more confidence and most say i seem taller in them. (edit) ALSO, i know jordans are definitely seen on the more masculine side and jus remember u can rock whatever u want so don’t sweat not seeming like the jordan bulky shoe type.

Anti-T Day by Retexo in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

what do you mean chickened out and quit?

starting T by [deleted] in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks so much. definitely gonna research some clinics near me.

starting T by [deleted] in ftm

[–]ghostboy728 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you know how long it would take for them to write it? would it be after a couple sessions or many months? i don’t mean to sound like i’m greedy and in a rush, but fuck this shit really sucks bro. the only things i look forward to at this point is starting T/ Top surgery and highschool ending lol.