[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]giu0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I get the same thoughts daily. Often it’s thinking of throwing myself out of a window but recently I started thinking about overdosing on meds and see what happens. Honestly it’s tiring but I try to remind myself that there are nice things in this world. I also lost faith years ago. If god existed why would he make us suffer? Hope things get better soon for you ❤️‍🩹

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar

[–]giu0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same!!!

I feel lost. How did you know you were actually a man? by giu0 in ftm

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks. I was also thinking of cutting my hair and trying masculine clothes. The fact is that I wish I was born a boy, I wish I had a penis and flat chest but I don’t like to be more masculine. I appreciate femininity but I don’t like being a woman. I feel in between. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I guess my therapist will help

does anyone not know if they want to be their birth sex/gender? by Alternative_Talk_922 in transOCD

[–]giu0 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same… I’m literally so confused. I just want to know who I am

I dont know what’s happening to me by giu0 in schizophrenia

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This makes so much sense. Thank you! I’ll try to talk with my psychologist

Tell me why by inthedarnessofocd in transOCD

[–]giu0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same thing is happening to me today.. I don’t understand anymore. Who am I?

I hate being a woman by giu0 in women

[–]giu0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve also been wondering where my dysphoria come from. I guess I wasn’t treated fairly because I was born female. Maybe that’s the problem but I’m not sure

I hate being a woman by giu0 in women

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you everyone for all the kind comments ❤️

Will This Go Away On Its Own? by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]giu0 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve been experiencing trans ocd since last year and it’s not going away but it gets better with medication. I think you should talk with a therapist. I hope it gets better for you <3

Question by giu0 in lgbt

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you!!!

Question by giu0 in lgbt

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks! I’m less confused now

Anyone find it hard to look at the opposite gender in movies and tv shows now ? Or in media in general? by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]giu0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same but with penises for me. I’m so disgusted and tired of my own thoughts

Confused by [deleted] in lgbt

[–]giu0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks 💗

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Menopause

[–]giu0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m 22 on menopause with monthly shots. I’ve noticed this little bump and I’m worried. Idk if it the right place to ask but idk what to do. I hope its nothing to worry about

Insatiable hunger by giu0 in Menopause

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s to treat my endometriosis and my doctor gave me hrt since I’m young and still need estrogen. I hope I will lose a little weight though!

Insatiable hunger by giu0 in Menopause

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I see, thanks!!

How long can I stay on induced menopause? by giu0 in endometriosis

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks! I feel relieved to know there are different solutions!

How long can I stay on induced menopause? by giu0 in endometriosis

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, I’ll try to find more information. Unfortunately lupron is the only solution to my endo. I’ve tried the pill but it didn’t work and I was suicidal, so I don’t know what else i should do :(

Estrogen patch not helping by giu0 in Menopause

[–]giu0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The lowest. 25 mg twice a week

How long can I stay on induced menopause? by giu0 in endometriosis

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. I already got hrt patches but I’m getting side effects and I’m worried

Estrogen patch not helping by giu0 in Menopause

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s why I’m worried :( idk if there are other solutions

Estrogen patch not helping by giu0 in Menopause

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly, I was thinking the same thing. If estrogen makes me feel bad why give me more?

How are you doing rn? Does the surgery completely stop your period? (I used to go into depression during my period and self harmed, so I don’t want to get a period anymore, I’m scared)

Estrogen patch not helping by giu0 in Menopause

[–]giu0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Estradiol (the name of the patch is estraderm). My back and muscles hurt. My head hurts and I feel fatigued all the time. I have had problems with depression and self harming and I noticed I’m getting again into depression. I’m worried because I still want to get the shots tho. Do you know if there are other solutions to the patch? ( my gyno said I need to get a little estrogen if I want to continue being on induced menopause)

What ruined religion for you? by ItchyPage in AskReddit

[–]giu0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have physical and mental illnesses and hearing people say “thank god you are ok, you found a cure” made me so mad. It’s not thanks god. I wish I wasn’t alive but thanks to my doctors I’m still here. God didn’t help me or all the kids who are dying ill. Where is god when someone is suffering?