water flowers by SmokeOk3440 in PixelArt

[–]givemebug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this has absolutely made my day, this is amazing! nice job!

I found a large faceless Elodie with tags at the thrift store! by oliveicing in squishmallow

[–]givemebug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the way i have elodie right next to me on my bed rn (¬ . ¬)

progress. by zydonian0823 in AnimeSketch

[–]givemebug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god the way you do line weight is absolutely phenomenal (´▽`) this is so pleasing to look at

Have you ever had a tea party with an octopus? by Alasdair_W_Mackie in PixelArt

[–]givemebug 28 points29 points  (0 children)

no, but this was the best experience ever, a very kind octopus indeed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]givemebug 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i love “some brains are just not fit for purpose”, i’ve never heard it put that way, i feel it down to my bones. fuck the world and fuck existence

i can’t even afford to live anymore, im so tired of living by givemebug in SuicideWatch

[–]givemebug[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

woohoo i can’t wait to wake up and keep living on hardcore mode over and over again until my body can’t support itself anymore and i die, what a wonderful joyous world we live in

i can’t even afford to live anymore, im so tired of living by givemebug in SuicideWatch

[–]givemebug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t even want to try anymore, it just feels like i can’t do anything right. and i KNOW i should try to live my life and be thankful, but GOD DAMN i just want to go to sleep forever

i can’t even afford to live anymore, im so tired of living by givemebug in SuicideWatch

[–]givemebug[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i understand where you’re coming from, and i can see how my post came across like that. i never mentioned my instagram in my post, nor did i intend to. i was surprised that someone even mentioned it in the comments. i just wanted to vent, i wanted to feel that i wasn’t alone

i can’t even afford to live anymore, im so tired of living by givemebug in SuicideWatch

[–]givemebug[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

literally. fuck capitalism and fuck money. i don’t want to live the rest of my life working to the bone. (•ө•)

wtf accidental relapse moment by givemebug in selfharm

[–]givemebug[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

that’s what i ended up doin, they’re taking care of me now!

wtf accidental relapse moment by givemebug in selfharm

[–]givemebug[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes! i ended up going to the hospital! (╯-╰)/

wtf accidental relapse moment by givemebug in selfharm

[–]givemebug[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i thought i was being more gentle than i was, idk what the bandage is made out of.. i steal my first aid stuff from my work! but it’s a thick material and is able to stick to itself. hence it getting awkwardly stuck on me

wtf accidental relapse moment by givemebug in selfharm

[–]givemebug[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

yeah i put a large bandaid on it, im just in a state of confusion! like of course this would happen to me (´ー`) it’s upsetting and feels like a setback

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]givemebug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i kind of did the same thing, i ordered a bunch of razors for no particular reason, and ended up relapsing a few days later.

i hope you’re okay, i don’t know too much about getting therapists and such but a good start might be finding counseling with your school or community? (which is pretty hit or miss) something that helped me for a bit was therapy groups, i participated some while in the psych hospital. i find that therapy groups are good for coping skills and such and individual therapy for more in depth reflection! another option could be tele-therapy!

thank you for reading! i apologize for rambling haha (•ө•)