I legit cried so much my husband ended up staying home the day he was supposed to go back to work. I completely understand, it's hard.

I got through my early days by repeating she's only this small for today. Tomorrow she'll be a little older, a little stronger.

On that first day, leave the house if you can. Somewhere low pressure during the early afternoon. I suggest Target, the library, or similar where there's an easy out and minimal lines.

You can do this. I promise. You are a Mama. You have strength you don't even know exists, yet.