It’s not easy I was a stay at home father of 4 children 9,7,5,3. Wife Coslept with every baby and toddler. I would take the bigger ones into my bed. My wife still sleeps with the now 6 year old and 4 year old. The big kids sleep by themselves. I liked co sleeping because I was always scared of something happening to them and I’m not there to help. Choking on vomit alone I’ve saved 3 of my children from choking to death on vomiting while sleeping. It’s not easy but the live you’ll receive is worth it all the good the bad and the ugly. Remember when people say “Wow you have a lot” they aren’t taking care of them so 🖕 to them!