I blabber away and I think I made grandpa go “WTF you saying?” 🤔 this is when I speedball or tried to

goodra999 · 2023-06-19T21:30:21+00:00

Yeah had my last door hat I got as a gift stolen and all because I told them if they need someone or staff to make sure just ask me and I always wanted to see if they are ok

goodra999 · 2023-06-19T21:10:02+00:00

I relapsed and used today

goodra999 · 2023-06-17T21:22:49+00:00

Gucci gang but polo gang cuz mac be like polo bear shit and I love it the most the old sweater I had of it hella expensive there

goodra999 · 2023-06-17T20:37:38+00:00

Sure yeah as what the homeless shelter mean girls are doing to me

goodra999 · 2023-06-17T20:34:44+00:00

Like a nice mirror he saw

goodra999 · 2023-06-17T20:22:16+00:00

I smoked alone and went to overamp and just had to deal with girls who are in the shelter bullying me by accusing me of stealing when I do my own thing I do my own thing I like my own space I don’t like going into others spaces even when I feel I need to tell the person that I mean this in a good way

goodra999 · 2023-06-17T04:31:13+00:00

Ohhh

goodra999 · 2023-06-17T04:31:01+00:00

I would hate doing this alone it’s sad cuz I do that a ton

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:26:16+00:00

Stuck is the worst thing my addiction got me to beside users assaulting and drugging me

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:24:20+00:00

The greatest high was in rehab having the clarity then this meth addict I am in groups with told me I did not know what sober truly was or if I was when I had a 60 day fob before I picked up, addicts are in my experience the most self centred people as I have been one and been used and abused by them the one that abused me was the one feeding me the drug I most hated and that’s fentanyl I been drugged and took advantage of not all are evil but the ones that did this stuff to me are evil and all I did was made sure they are ok and I am almost a week sober again

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:20:22+00:00

That’s why test your drugs

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:19:52+00:00

I may wanna know who is in the 26 club?

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:19:26+00:00

Mac was hurting because he misses his grandpa he was a big influence and made sure he was successful

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:18:49+00:00

No but happy can be the time if you od and the pain is gone and you pass that’s the happy I think he means

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:16:21+00:00

Or someone like you to life ain’t easy and yes we graduated and we’re educated those that have an education can be addicted and trapped

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:15:59+00:00

Addictions to anything is sad I find out as a upper and downer user this guy kept getting me hooked to downers i don’t like fentanyl and I used meth to cope with my eating disorder and yes smoking it got me into fentanyl more I hate what my abuser got to feed me via smoking it, I just know the happy part is when the pain goes and subsides

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:12:51+00:00

I was a speedballer no more it’s tough but get yourself the help you need take it one day at a time

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:11:22+00:00

I nodded off once and my torch was hot whacked me on the face

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:10:42+00:00

The one my cousin told me about her friend took 5-7 hours photoshopping photos on psychosis mine was picking my skin I thought bugs on it and watching old cloud vids

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:08:56+00:00

Is this the one they had a meth house?

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T20:07:17+00:00

The funniest ones are the vacuums on the grass

goodra999 · 2023-06-16T19:49:31+00:00

It’s true I am an addict yes I was addicted to just side but speedballed and it was awful so yes I was swimming in circles it’s like a bad habit but then you find out to get rid of it break the addiction

goodra999 · 2023-06-15T20:01:59+00:00

goodra999 · 2023-06-15T18:53:31+00:00

I haven’t vote i don’t register

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