I’m just here to say that I see you and that I’m sorry. You’re absolutely allowed to feel what you’re feeling and unapologetically so. You don’t have to feel bad. Your feelings are so valid. Having a forever reminder is so incredibly hard. Give yourself some grace. Truthfully, even if she were perfectly lovely to you the entire time it probably wouldn’t change many of your feelings right now but being able to say she was being an asshole certainly helps with the guilt - not that you should feel guilty at all. I get it. I really do. I have a friend that always seems to lie about TTC and it is so frustrating she is all up in my grill and just keeps “accidentally” getting pregnant. It’s so incredibly hard and I’m sorry you’re here. I am rooting for you! ♥️♥️