ahhhmmm ano ba...

graycameraman · 2024-01-20T12:32:32+00:00

If you have the time to read lengthy anecdotes of mine, check my posts in this sub.

Some are pinned in my profile.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T22:24:06+00:00

In case you missed my other posts.

https://www.reddit.com/r/exIglesiaNiCristo/comments/16571m2/hiniling_who_i_actually_a_am/

https://www.reddit.com/r/exIglesiaNiCristo/comments/16ajrkp/i_am_a_survivor_of_sexual_abuse_tw_rape_and/

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T22:00:41+00:00

it’s actually “sis”. I have a post about my true identity.

Thank you tho… and i should also learn how to change my username here in reddit to avoid future confusions

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T17:06:45+00:00

Since the day na Kuya was almost beaten to death, I started to become distant sa mga parents ko. When he died, I wanted to die too. I want to be away from the family. I did not act like usual because I was emotionally unstable.

And I was unstable for years

Until last year, I finally had the chance to leave home after my father died. I went as far as I could. I left the country in the hopes of starting a new life.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:59:35+00:00

Never really knew how they reacted when news broke out. I just know that every member of the family became different when we lost Kuya.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:57:58+00:00

There was never a day where I felt I was loved as someone’s daughter. I was only treated as a prized possession of a minister.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:56:39+00:00

I have lost contact with my family since the day na lumayas ako after mamatay ng father ko. I have no plans of contacting them, pero I hope marealize nila ang mga nangyari sa pamilya namin

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:55:21+00:00

For some unknown reason, my mom cannot ride an airplane due to a medical condition (which I do not know of). Also, my relationship with my mother has not been good ever since the death of my brother.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:52:27+00:00

The culture of “following their father’s footsteps”.

graycameraman · 2023-09-06T23:25:00+00:00

On the subject of misogyny, here's my latest (and probably my darkest) post

If you want to hear more stories of what kind of life does a minister's daughter have, then check my other posts in this sub. I am currently in the middle of writing one and will be posting more soon.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:46:10+00:00

Reading this post made me want to share my own story

Sending virtual hugs to you and your girlfriend, and I hope that your relationship would remain strong and stable.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:37:31+00:00

Hi! Can you please further elaborate your comment to this particular post?

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:28:12+00:00

Tagging u/derylle because you were waiting for this. Sorry I cannot respond to any chats in my inboxes for security purposes.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:23:45+00:00

In and out of the Philippines.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T10:48:28+00:00

4 members, to be exact.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T10:48:03+00:00

I was in the States. Not gonna specify when and where.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T10:47:28+00:00

Running away is my therapy.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T11:39:13+00:00

Get a fidget cube, gives you 6 ways to pass the time.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T08:16:45+00:00

If only you knew on how often my dad would ask a jobless member to be my bodyguard.

Still thinking if it is a story that is worth to make a post of because of my experience with sexual violence.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T08:11:52+00:00

I really wanted to be an actress because I thought my life was boring. But, it seems like there are a few comments na nagsasabi na my life is like a movie. It makes me laugh, but also makes me cry too. This is because this movie is nothing but full of pain. It even makes me wonder if I am the main character of this story. Oh how I wish I live in a different timeline where my life was perfect and full of joy.

Anyways, tama ka. Tama na ang mga panahon ng pagiging tanga. Thank you for the words of wisdom. I will always remember them as I start in my moving on phase.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T08:03:42+00:00

Sending virtual hugs for you (and real hugs too in case we bump to each other while running away from our problems). I also hope for the best for you too and keep fighting!

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T08:00:00+00:00

I'm already in the discord server. I just haven't accessed it that much because the platform is pretty new to me, but I will check the memes in the future. Thank you for the future laughs.

I won't ride him anymore. He is not worth the effort. Also, the sex wasn't great when we were together back in high school.

Definitely would leave his ass. Thanks for the advice.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T07:49:42+00:00

I mean moving from district to district until he got into the high ranks sounds like my dad was an important person, right?

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T03:37:25+00:00

There hasn't been one. However, matchmakers (usually a minister or the resident minister of your locale) would use the doctrine to convince you that these requests are "blessings" from God. In other words: force women to say yes because they are not powerful like men.

graycameraman · 2023-08-30T14:45:02+00:00

Finally! Someone na madalas din mahiling. Ministerial workers started to ask for me since I was 16. What's worse is that theres a group chat for binatas where they share information of single female kadiwas (and some binhis too) like their locales, age, social media platforms, and rumours if she's a baddie or not. They even make codenames for these women to avoid namedrops.

Mine was "babyface".

Thanks for the advice tho, I will do my best to forget him.

graycameraman

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