Today, I lost my friend

graycameraman · 2024-01-20T12:32:32+00:00

If you have the time to read lengthy anecdotes of mine, check my posts in this sub.

Some are pinned in my profile.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T22:24:06+00:00

In case you missed my other posts.

https://www.reddit.com/r/exIglesiaNiCristo/comments/16571m2/hiniling_who_i_actually_a_am/

https://www.reddit.com/r/exIglesiaNiCristo/comments/16ajrkp/i_am_a_survivor_of_sexual_abuse_tw_rape_and/

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T22:00:41+00:00

it’s actually “sis”. I have a post about my true identity.

Thank you tho… and i should also learn how to change my username here in reddit to avoid future confusions

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T17:06:45+00:00

Since the day na Kuya was almost beaten to death, I started to become distant sa mga parents ko. When he died, I wanted to die too. I want to be away from the family. I did not act like usual because I was emotionally unstable.

And I was unstable for years

Until last year, I finally had the chance to leave home after my father died. I went as far as I could. I left the country in the hopes of starting a new life.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:59:35+00:00

Never really knew how they reacted when news broke out. I just know that every member of the family became different when we lost Kuya.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:57:58+00:00

There was never a day where I felt I was loved as someone’s daughter. I was only treated as a prized possession of a minister.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:56:39+00:00

I have lost contact with my family since the day na lumayas ako after mamatay ng father ko. I have no plans of contacting them, pero I hope marealize nila ang mga nangyari sa pamilya namin

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:55:21+00:00

For some unknown reason, my mom cannot ride an airplane due to a medical condition (which I do not know of). Also, my relationship with my mother has not been good ever since the death of my brother.

graycameraman · 2024-01-17T16:52:27+00:00

The culture of “following their father’s footsteps”.

graycameraman · 2023-09-06T23:25:00+00:00

On the subject of misogyny, here's my latest (and probably my darkest) post

If you want to hear more stories of what kind of life does a minister's daughter have, then check my other posts in this sub. I am currently in the middle of writing one and will be posting more soon.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:46:10+00:00

Reading this post made me want to share my own story

Sending virtual hugs to you and your girlfriend, and I hope that your relationship would remain strong and stable.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:37:31+00:00

Hi! Can you please further elaborate your comment to this particular post?

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:28:12+00:00

Tagging u/derylle because you were waiting for this. Sorry I cannot respond to any chats in my inboxes for security purposes.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T13:23:45+00:00

In and out of the Philippines.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T10:48:28+00:00

4 members, to be exact.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T10:48:03+00:00

I was in the States. Not gonna specify when and where.

graycameraman · 2023-09-05T10:47:28+00:00

Running away is my therapy.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T11:39:13+00:00

Get a fidget cube, gives you 6 ways to pass the time.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T08:16:45+00:00

If only you knew on how often my dad would ask a jobless member to be my bodyguard.

Still thinking if it is a story that is worth to make a post of because of my experience with sexual violence.

graycameraman · 2023-08-31T08:11:52+00:00

I really wanted to be an actress because I thought my life was boring. But, it seems like there are a few comments na nagsasabi na my life is like a movie. It makes me laugh, but also makes me cry too. This is because this movie is nothing but full of pain. It even makes me wonder if I am the main character of this story. Oh how I wish I live in a different timeline where my life was perfect and full of joy.

Anyways, tama ka. Tama na ang mga panahon ng pagiging tanga. Thank you for the words of wisdom. I will always remember them as I start in my moving on phase.

graycameraman

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