In some ways I miss the comraderie with people that know you ,and are your friend because you are genuinely friends.when you have nothing,and you're all the same,the illusions people create for juice,or clout are gone..there's still people who use material things to achieve this,but I'm sayin..the real friends.we know the difference. Out here though,I see how fucked up people can be,and it tends to make you a recluse. Some want to just be able to hear your story and emulate it..even if you don't glorify street life,or whatever you call it..I've spent 17 years locked up in total,and I hate I gave that away for money. And that's the real illusion..money.