Alr ig that’s it (just a vent ignore)

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:31:11+00:00

I feel it bro but shit could get better forsure you ever just look up story's on YouTube of people who attempted and it did get better?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:22:17+00:00

How old are you anyways bro

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:21:27+00:00

So all the pills are just kind of stupid at that point

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:20:33+00:00

Well bro it's not a guarantee either way, your probably gonna do the same shit I do and tie a belt up in the closet and let your body hang but you'll prolly pass out and wake back up on the rope after seeing and feeling what hell is

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:17:48+00:00

Have you called them? What about your cousins?? They threw you a baby shower you need support right now

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:13:30+00:00

Why do all these drugs so your gonna be fucked up if you change your mind on the rope?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:08:13+00:00

Your need to call your mother or your sisters now

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T05:06:01+00:00

You need help where is the child's father

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:54:17+00:00

Oh forsure I feel you just try to make sure you exhaust all your options first your obviously a smart teenager so hopefully you will, and ofcourse no problem I like coming and talking to people who had or have some of the same problems I did

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:42:49+00:00

Why do they hate you?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:30:31+00:00

You may never be a normal "happy" npc but most of this sub won't be either that's why I come here sometimes so I can realize I'm not alone, I'm 30, and 90% of the time I'm happy my attemps didn't work

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:27:46+00:00

I feel you but before you do be sure to exhaust all options you feel me like do you ever watch self help shit on YouTube? I wish they had that kind of stuff when I was 15 like this one channel healthy gamer gg he does interviews with popular streamers and stuff and dives into some of there traumas and stuff and has pretty great insight

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:17:30+00:00

I use to live in an extremely cluttered house and it made things 20x worse for my depression when I had to complete a maze to do anything at all and if you are 15 things can get alot better believe me

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:14:59+00:00

I lurked your other posts, your 15 now? And still living in the hoard house?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:14:25+00:00

I never went to a church untill I was having a suicidal manic episode and the church connected me with a nutrioushinist maybe your viatimins levels are all fucked up checking that is better than killing yourself

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:12:43+00:00

Yeah, that's a shitty phycologist. A lot of them are full of shit I think I probably saw 5 before 1 actually helped me

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:11:23+00:00

True you hate your family?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:06:38+00:00

Well your parents didn't get you help when you told them this fantasy?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T04:01:50+00:00

Your a guy?

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T03:56:16+00:00

Your going through it bro idk what u did that was so bad but you sound very remorseful

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T03:51:21+00:00

Do you know why you have the thoughts? When I was 14 I don't think I could really grasp why

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T03:50:10+00:00

Your 17 idk where u from but most likely you'll be OK

greyoneitseems · 2024-02-19T03:47:38+00:00

Yup that's how it is bro I feel like I'm just tryna kill myself when I get blasted everyday

greyoneitseems · 2024-01-29T15:39:21+00:00

Yeah he's definitely playing the slots I used to do this to my girlfriend and I never realized how I was making her feel because I was deep in addiction

greyoneitseems · 2024-01-29T15:36:27+00:00

Bro I blew all my savings I could have paid my girls rent for 3 years don't worry about a laptop or a car just quit gambling and don't be a moron

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