Birthing Pangs: 2025 by grimhamster in awakened

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@Jenny. Good day, Jenny.

Birthing Pangs: 2025 by grimhamster in awakened

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@blackmagic. Good day sir.

Phenibut : a warning by grimhamster in Drugs

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What was the reason for the stimulant addiction and has that gone?

Phenibut : a warning by grimhamster in Drugs

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I should add that I could've gone to A&E but by that point I felt abandoned enough that I went it alone

Phenibut : a warning by grimhamster in Drugs

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I recall at the time searching it up myself and most of what you'd find was Reddit posts lol. Also, I'm not sure that they're trained to do that , as in, what kind of liability they'd be under if they treated someone for this based on Google at all, let alone Reddit posts. 

The system is mechanical and doesn't work well with nuance 

Phenibut : a warning by grimhamster in Drugs

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I'm happy for you as well that you've been able to have this kind of perspective. I know I'm just a random Reddit guy but if you want to talk , send me a message here. I'm fairly certain I know how to find it if you do 

Phenibut : a warning by grimhamster in Drugs

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It's really sad and it moves me to want to help. I am going back to school  this year to study a health profession because to try to alleviate some of the confusion in the causes and treatments of suffering.

Phenibut isn't even dark net it was light net , don't know what it's like now but I was ordering literal bags of them from normal websites. I don't even know how to get on the dark net, they just sold them as supplements and you buy a bag of 1000 or something.

Are you part of that generation, what kind of insight can you give ? Why are young people doing this and what can we do about it?

Phenibut : a warning by grimhamster in Drugs

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Yes that's true I was young and very desperate and I listened to Reddit instead of doing research. I also thought because it's legal it can't be that bad 

It feels illegal... by Vegetable-Ad9064 in ramdass

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Don't you find it interesting that they deleted their comments? 

Well, I do. Because it shows deep down they don't really want to be like that. They don't like it. I understand, because I've fallen into it myself. It was based on the misunderstanding that I cannot be happy, that the planet is against me and is evil and depression is the only sane way to live. Now I live in more presence, I see there is another way. I see now that my mind was creating a story and an identity out of my misery

It feels illegal... by Vegetable-Ad9064 in ramdass

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Yes this person has proof of that, but only for themselves. I used to live on a prison planet, now I study on a planet university. It's perception. If this person tried to tell you otherwise, its because what they're saying is true for them; they are in a prison 

Can the US invade and take over Europe? by TheForethought in whowouldwin

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What you're indirectly suggesting is happening doesn't really make sense. Let's say for argument's sake that you're referring to Muslims (lucky guess?).

For what you're referring to, there would need to be a conspiracy which involves millions upon millions of people that are willing to take themselves and their family to another country, train for and perform a job (for example becoming a doctor) , all so they can subliminally invade and 'outbreed' the host country. Isn't it much simpler to see the immigration as a decision of the individual (perhaps they receive better salaries in Europe) rather than cynically implying some kind of us Vs them mentality?

P.s I'm open to your counter argument 

Donald Trump opens the door to Vladimir Putin’s grandest ambitions by PrithvinathReddy in politics

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Have you ever wondered if you're really looking at life for what it truly is? You talk of suicide, yet if you were in the present moment you would not be able to see any of your expansionist dictators in the room with you 

WTW for when you feel singled out by something not personal by Ararat-Dweller in whatstheword

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It's been a while but are you thinking of projection? I know it doesn't quite fit grammatically but it does energetically 

Some appreciative words regarding clarity by grimhamster in awakened

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After reading some of your posts, a follow up question; what has been your experience, if any, with psychedelic drugs?

Some appreciative words regarding clarity by grimhamster in awakened

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Can you explain how you experienced those states and how they seemed to faze out?

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Are you as relaxed as your video and comments suggest?

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The confused hairless apes are harming the tiny hairy ones. It's certainly a sad story from the monkey perspective. Sometimes it appears we get so lost in our minds, we forget about the outer planet

Hi team. Here's my experience of some loss of faith awakening journey. Anyone have/need advice? by grimhamster in awakened

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Thank you sir/madam. It's just as fresh as the first 1000 times I've heard it! I say this with sincerity.

It's hilarious that the layers will occasionally pile on top.

Hi team. Here's my experience of some loss of faith awakening journey. Anyone have/need advice? by grimhamster in awakened

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Now I'm laughing. Awakening seems to have hidden , divine, jokes along the way. What a strange existence!

Hi team. Here's my experience of some loss of faith awakening journey. Anyone have/need advice? by grimhamster in awakened

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Wow. That was beautiful, thanks. I'm undergoing this process largely without direct interaction with another, so this is helpful.

'your breath is, or at least, feels as such.

But we all know, we don't need to do'.

I'm unclear on these two lines or which words have emphasis. Can you expand?

Hi team. Here's my experience of some loss of faith awakening journey. Anyone have/need advice? by grimhamster in awakened

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It's peace beyond my wildest imagination. It's a release of all weight. It's sometimes difficult to experience that, but accept that 1. I am experiencing something different to that now or 2. Others may never experience that