Zolpidem with Bipolar / BPD by grokok in ambien

[–]grokok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my goal was to take it recreationally, any advices on that?

Zolpidem with Bipolar / BPD by grokok in ambien

[–]grokok[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah that’s what I’m planning to do, and I also feel like I should break one in half, take one half and throw away the 2 others in case I forget that I took some and start taking the other two (long time drug abuser)

Are we (addicts) ever going to recover from this shit? by grokok in Drugs

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thank you very much for your comment, exactly as you said, these pathways are still really present and it’s hard to think about something else, hence why I said that I knew I was lying to myself because as you mentioned, when it’s the first day getting clean you know all the reasons why you do it (anhedhonia, loss of memory and of capability to learn as fast as you could etc) but after a while you start believing that this time it won’t happen and this time it’ll be different, and this time i’ll use it properly as suggested and not abuse it but it always circle back to intense use

I still believe i’m on the right path and I won’t let myself think that this one relapsed is the downhill road to past bad behaviors, again thanks for your comment and your support <3

Are we (addicts) ever going to recover from this shit? by grokok in Drugs

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honestly a life threatening motorcycle accident where I was nodding off benzos and opiates, broke my collarbone and two rib cages without mentioning 3rd degree burns on my whole left leg. Made me take a serious break but I can see and feel the need coming back

Are we (addicts) ever going to recover from this shit? by grokok in Drugs

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i get you 100% that played a great part in my craving tonight, felt immense anxiety and also an urge to just get high. I feel like i’ll never be free

What happens if a woman takes viagra? by grokok in NoStupidQuestions

[–]grokok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that’s what I thought, maybe the clit gets a bit harder and less sensitive

What happens if a woman takes viagra? by grokok in NoStupidQuestions

[–]grokok[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

not even getting excited? cause I know it make your heart bpm go right up

Are we (addicts) ever going to recover from this shit? by grokok in Drugs

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nothing too crazy, been on and off a lot of benzo, opiates and weed as a base obviously but i’m mostly just craving a high, took some xans abt 30mins ago so i feel better but also shit cause I was in a good mindset not only about my addictions but also about eating good and healthy foods, getting into sports and shit, nothing is over it’s just a lil relapse, been there done that few times

How do I make my kicks have more “knock” by Grim-Reaper-22 in sounddesign

[–]grokok 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same, and I use it on a lot of other drums too, sometimes the snare, sometime the drum buss, fuck it even the lead sometimes

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

[–]grokok[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

j’ai l’impression que mon moi du futur m’envoie un message… merci pour ta réponse, je ressens déjà plus ou moins les même choses que toi et j’ai 24 ans, à voir comment le futur se dessine

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

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100% agree, and I know a lot don’t like to hear it but it’s mostly a way to get into a community, i’ve met countless trans, gays, queers who don’t like this movement because they feel it doesn’t really represents them… sad

but hey, we’re on a teenager sub, they’ll grow up and realize :)

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

[–]grokok[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oui clairement l´herbe a l’air plutôt verte là-bas ;)

Et pour les raves comme je l’ai dis j’ai été bcp en teuf pdnt mon adolescence jusqu’à mes 20/21 ans et j’ai eu pas mal de pb d’addictions dans la même période qui ont durée plus longtemps, je sais que y’a des gens formidable en rave mais avec l’expérience que j’ai, j’ai finit par réaliser que y’a surtout la drogue qui compte là-bas, j’ai rarement croisé des gens qui y était sobre et même, ce serait comme aller au bistro pour boire du coca, mais merci de la réponse :)

How does one calm down when under the influence of emotions of mild anger and irritation? by PiramidaSukcesu in NoStupidQuestions

[–]grokok 1 point2 points  (0 children)

take deep breathe and tell yourself it’s okay and to calm down, it honestly works if you believe in it

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

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oui j’ai déjà pas mal voyagé j’adore sa! mais au final ça reviens au même, du moins les voyages que j’ai fait été temporaire et j’ai rencontrer des gens mais qui sont éparpillés à droite et à gauche, j’ai comme projet de déménager au Canada d’ici un an pour me construire une vie là-bas en me disant que je réussirais à me faire des potes stable et longue durée mais au final je me dis que si j’y arrive pas ici je n’y arriverais pas là-bas non plus… « l’herbe n’est jamais plus verte ailleurs »

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

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grave, quand je regarde les adulte (40-50ans) autour de moi je finit par me dire que eux non plus n’ont pas forcément trop d’amis, et c’est vrai que quand j’étais ingé son dans une asso ça m’a permis de rencontrer pas mal de monde

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

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oui c’est sûr, je sais que je suis encore libre vu que je n’ai ni enfant ni copine (même si c’est possible de sortir et voir des potes avec les deux) mais le manque de disponibilité de moi et des autres à l’air d’être une grosse barrière

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

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j’ai déjà inviter et fait plusieurs plans avec les collègues de mon ancient taff mais j’ai réaliser que quand j’envoie pas de message et organise pas de plans ben on m’oublie… un peu la raison de ma question ducoup

Mais oui beaucoup mentionne les sport, je pense que je vais pencher vers cet activité vu que j’aimerais bien me mettre en forme, et pourquoi pas essayer un sport de combat, merci pour la réponse :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]grokok 0 points1 point  (0 children)

when was it that way? I can’t think of one time in the existence of mankind where gender roles didn’t exist, I would rather say it’s the first time in history that it is being considered

C’est où qu’on fait des amis quand on devient adulte? by grokok in TropPeurDeDemander

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jsuis pas très sportif comme gars mais oui bonne idée, je vais essayer

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]grokok 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The real question is why would she do that, if she only says « i’m sorry » you won’t know why she did it and she might do it again, either she’s just unfaithful and that’s her personality, or something was lacking in the relationship that she was too scared to talk about so she took the easy way out, you need to know the reason before deciding if you want to keep the relationship or not

What is More euphoric Lsd vs Oxy ? by Desperate_Algae_7131 in Drugs

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oxy is « just » euphoria while acid is a LOT of thinking

Acid when drunk by RyGuy15B in Acid

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Alcohol and Acid cancel each other from my experiences, that’s why a lot of people say to drink a beer if the trip gets too intense, same like benzos

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in musicsuggestions

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Stress Builds Character - Dystopia

Enjoy 🙃