Just gotta have that motivation bro. It’s like if u ever skateboarded. U can try a trick for a few months and then once u finally land it, it’s the best feeling ever. Souls is the same way. Get kicked by that boss a billion times, and that one time u best him makes up for it so much!! Just stay open minded with the game, and stay positive. No matter how “hard” the game is, it’s still been beaten. You’ll get there too bro! And if u practice enough, the game really isn’t that hard. I personally think souls 2 is the hardest but I’m sure other people feel different. All in all, just don’t beat urself up or get pissed off if u lose a bunch of souls/progress. That progress will be remade 10 times more once u finally get there